Sherlinfication

at 9:30 PM

~~I take my words back.~~
I don't know what to say anymore.
Why did I have to read that and see that.
Argh darn.

xoxo,
the divine

1000th post. at 7:09 PM

I am sorry for bothering you with my maths questions.
I am sorry for seizing every opportunity to chat with you.
I am sorry for making you worried because I refuse to eat.
I am sorry for making you angry because I think of silly things.
I am sorry for poking fun at you.
I am sorry for flooding your phone with messages over the 2 years.
( I know it's flooded because my phone is jammed with yours too.)
I am sorry for whining to you over small little stuff. ( I like seeing your =.=/o.o expression (: )
I am sorry for screaming at you through my messages. ( I like you to comfort me (: )
I am sorry for insisting that you message me before you fly off.
I am sorry for making you feel lost with my random rantings.
But, I am not sorry for these..
I am not sorry for meeting you.
I am not sorry for crying over things you said late at night.
I am not sorry for getting chided by you.
I am not sorry for those heart to heart talks at night.
I am not sorry for knowing how silly you can be at times.
I am not sorry for waiting for your message until I fall asleep.
I am not sorry for those dreams about you.
I am not sorry for those heartaches that you caused. ( My bitter sweet memories.)
I am not sorry for liking you.
I am not sorry knowing that nothing will ever happen between us..

(: there's a million and one things I could have say.
But I'll stop at 10 each.
Miley cyrus, I beat your 7 things :D

xoxo,
the divine

HAHAHA. at 2:14 PM

HAHAHA. I just offically spoiled my shifu's picture.
I think he's gonna scold me. LOL.
This picture sucks.
It was already nice without edits.
Me and my itchy fingers :D

Requested my alethea.
HAHAH PLease lah. My ILT is already damn cute!
:D :D
I offically declare that I can only edit photos of still objects.
Like, not toys and humans.
Haven really tried those yet.
:D

xoxo,
the divine

photos form my hide out. HAHA at 11:39 PM

Love the caption, but the photo kinda sucked.

Couldn't capture the view I wanted!

should have snap the sky. It was amazing.

I personally like this best.
even though it was not as nice.

Darn, i think the passion just really went away.

Anyway, photos are all from the new site.

Hoho. Badly taken with my loser phone. (:

xoxo,
the divine

at 9:30 PM

I want to go back into hiding.
Haha. just like I did before.
Bye world.
Find me in some cave among the trees in the forest :D

xoxo,
the divine

at 10:37 PM

Training was ho dum di dum.
So yeah. Nothing else to say.

xoxo,
the divine

make-me-up at 3:27 PM

I am tired of getting chided.
At times I just wonder why my legs and brain don't just run to places I should be at.
Training today was terrible for me.
Jiaolian keep asking why I didn't run in.
I just went "orh. Ke yi. Sorry.'
Sheesh, I am getting sooo tired ):
I hate myself sometimes.

Hmmm. Someone told me make-ups are like magic.
I wondered, is that it?
I made a promise to myself NEVER to wear them until I am at least 16,
unless it's for special occasions like weddings.
Because I really hate having the powder feeling on my face
and I am always running/rushing.
Yes, I wear pumps because I always run for my buses :D
Well, I'm turning 16 in 3 months time and my thinking still haven change much.
I don't like make-up and I don't see the need for it.
It comes across to me as something I use to hide my insecurities.
( No, that is my personal thinking. Which does not means it's true.
I am not against anyone who wear make-up either. )
So, they day you see me wearing make-up when there isn't any special occasion..
You'll know that I'm hiding my insecurities.
Either that or I am dating some one.
HAHAHA :D
Ohkay maybe not, I'll find someone who likes me for who I am.
With or without make up (:

xoxo,
the divine

at 11:24 AM

除了你，我什么都不想要。

xoxo,
the divine

another day. at 9:10 PM

You don't get the hint, do you?
I just miss you.

The day started out like shit.
Got chided in a way because someone cleared all the bballs and there was none for training.
We totally kept the bball in the stall.
Our shoes (Joline and mine) were inside there too.
)):
Totally lost the mood to train.
Training was rather slack too.
Going to really pia for Wednesday and Thursday training.
I need to lose weight.
I keep seeing my fat round tummy whenever I bath. ):
I want to lose another 5kg.
I wonder if it is possible.
Anyway, I am going to watch 2012 with joey and eyecandy tomorrow!
Happy! ((:
Started to pack my attic and trophies.
Oddy and my trophies took 3 A4 boxes.
I don't know if my mummy should be happy or sad to have us as daughters.
We are so professional but yet we used too much boxes. HEH!
:DDDDDDDDD

xoxo,
the divine

swirl. at 8:24 PM

After a long time, here's another picture.

Seem to have lost my passion for photos.

xoxo,
the divine

at 7:21 PM

Feeling really really lost.
I am losing my faith.
Backsliding..

xoxo,
the divine

lose weight. at 9:20 PM

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.

LOOK AT MY FAT FACE. ):

I am horrified.

I went out today and I saw A LOT of fat people.

Like everyone I saw was fat! :O

I think I am delirious.

): I NEED TO LOSE 5 extra kg lah.

)): FAT FAT FAT.

DDDDDDDDDDD: BOOOOOOOO

Love the shades! (:

me and wanjun :D

Photos whereby you can't see my fat tummy. ):

xoxo,
the divine

at 8:39 PM

I went out yesterday night (:
Not gonna talk much about it.
To conclude it was F-U-N, FUN! :D
Reached home at like 1130.
Was going crazy during training.
Hahaha But it was fun :D
Gonna get my 8 hours of sleep tonight with my new eeeyoreeeeeeeeeeeee!
Sleeping at 10 :D
Pokpok's back and I have my partnerrrrrrrrrrr
<3 Happy.

xoxo,
the divine

match! at 9:14 PM

I went to watch the match today!
LIKE FINALLY, Ivan and Wayne are freeeeee! (:
Saw dar there too (: She was there to support her boyfriend.
The match was not bad, not bad at all! :D
Dumb dumb Duncan just msged me and said that he thought he saw me.
WTH! I was like at the match the wholee time!
hahaha! :D Eh Duncan, don't fret lah you played quite well (:
CHEER UP! :D ( if you were disappointed!)
JIAYOU JIAYOU :D
I go and watch your next match again kay! :D
MAKE SURE YOU ACTUALLY SEE ME LAH.

Saw SSS, Jeanette and Melissa too!
Walking back with the guys were funny.
Like seriously.
First, Wayne fell into the drain filled with water.
Second, we talked about really funny stuff. hahah!
Hanging out with primary school friends are da bombx.
Accompanied Ivan to the bus interchange and sat 238 with the rest.
Jason and Wayne were nice enough to send me to my house!
I wanna watch more matches :D heh!

xoxo,
the divine

we, are cool. at 11:12 AM

We, the sec 3s are awesome and cool.

We spent our whole saturday doing this..

The end effects:

I LOVE CEDAR BBALL (:

We had fun in between of course :] -

Urgh horrible neck tan line.

xoxo,
the divine

crushed crushes. at 7:26 PM

Have I ever talked about my crushes/bf since I was young, on my blog?
Nah I don't think so. So, I'm gonna talk about them today (:

My very first crush was in kindergarden (:
There was this guy called Mathesis ( I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL HIS NAME! HAHAHA)
Anyway, his nickname was vampire :D
I thought he was really sweet because he gave me this present on my birthday (:
Then, we went on to different classes because he went for the morning sessions ):
My crush ended there.

The next one was still in kindergarden
(YES I AM SUPER CRAZY LAH. But I was damn cute and chio in kindergarden ohkay! :D)
This guy, turned out to be my really good friend in the end.
LIKE OH MY. YES THAT GUY IS NON OTHER THENNNNNNN..
WTWW :D
People from my primary school should know (:
This crush didn't end till like I was P2.
When I decided I was too ugly. HOHOHO.
But I am still very very very good friends with WTWW and he's awesome.
Conversations with him still makes me laugh like crazy.

On and off I had guys which i really admire. Like one of them called Jasper I think.
He got into a fight with my best friend then, Sihui and...
He went off to PAP instead of staying on.
I really thought he was cool because he just punched my friend.
HAHA I know I was suppose to side my friend, but...
HE WAS TOO COOL! HAHAHA.
Btw, that won't happen now lah. I am totally on my friends side (:

Hmmmm. Next was like BTJW in p5.
I seriously need to thank him because without him I probabaly won't
be so determine to lose weight and all ( though i am still fat ): )
But like yeah it didn't end up nicely.
Like, he kinda abandoned me for another girl.
But we weren't exactly together so yeah.
HAHAH. But I was sooo sad when I knew he liked another girl.
I swore to myself that I'll become so chio, skinny, smart and be awesome at bball
and he'll come back to me saying that he regret what he did.
I'm still working on that though he did kinda ask me somehow :D

Hmmmm in p6 there was this really special guy too.
He's like always there for me up till sec 1/2.
Despite me being really fat and all, we had this really
special promise made to each other. But it never came true (:
I always complain how I was dying during training
and how I can't walk anymore.
Ordered him to come fetch me from the bus stop and carry my bag.
He was soo sweet. He almost came until I told him I was joking.
Well, that awfully nice guy is still my friend and he
has a really sweet girlfriend whom I think he really deserve. (:

ooo RLWQ came along too. HAHA
Admire him like crazyyyyy <3
COOLIO CENTER :D

My final and current crush.
Well, let's just say this person is really hard to forget.
I'm trying my best but (:
Let's just keep all the details here.
Wait till the crush is over. I'll write about him again :D

That's kinda all the crushes I had since like I was young?
Eyecandys and all are not counted since I don't really like like them?
HAHAHA. Whatever it is I don't have a boyfriend despite
loads of people saying that I look like I have one.
((((((((((((((((((((((:
I don't feel the need to have one anyway.
A boyfriend just means another heartbreaker later on
and I am not ready for it :D
I am happy being me!
Someone with bangs that covers her eyes :D

Went swimming and jogging today.
:D
HOT GUYS LAH.
I WANT A GUY WHO DOES SPORTS.
Like totally :DDDDDD
Hahah that's later on in life though (:

xoxo,
the divine

you, at 11:22 AM

Because everytime you say that,
my heart just melts.
I can never ever get angry with you for long.
Its like you just have this way with words.
Or is it just my feelings towards you?
-Backspace-
Back to my daydreams.

Saw loads of teenage mother's blog yesterday.
Haha was checking it out with pamy.
I really empathise them.
Yet, some of the, choose this path.
Some were lucky, to have a complete famly for their kid.
Others, were not so lucky with break up and all.
): Poor things.

xoxo,
the divine

at 9:40 PM

I'm trying to have some cheem topic here to talk about.
But my brain is somewhat dead, so I can't think of anything.
HA!

Anyway, Oddy and I were talking about how in future, we'll NEVER
bring our boyfriend back home.
My mummy was like "what! You better bring home for parent's assessment."
:O hahah. It was super funny.
Butttt NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :D
Anyway as some people know I have been seriously following this person
blog post and all.
*Pamy and Joey you guys know the BONZEEE! :D*
New news manxzxz. Check it out might seriously be what we talked about!
:OOOOOO
hahah. It's interesting to know what is happening to all these people (:

I'm not going to sit around and wait forever.
Someday soon I'll be moving along.
But till then, I'm still here (:

xoxo,
the divine

Happy kid! <3 at 9:43 AM

Wore this out for dinner last night (:

SUPER HAPPY THAT I COULD FIT IN! :D

I couldn't fit into the chio pink dress the last time I tried it which was like last year!

The pasta was fabulousssssssss <3

Had fun with cousins and I seriously want to go shopping! (:

O level finishes today and I bet that, SSS is

smiling and jumping like crazy (:

I'm stuck at home getting ready to go do my homework.

Sian to the max. Can't wait for tomorrow banner making :D

Look at me! (:

I'm a happy happy kid with bangs covering my eyes! :D

Anyway, I don't like it when people break their promises.

xoxo,
the divine

at 2:49 PM

What am I doing here!
HOMEWORKKKKK! :D

xoxo,
the divine

at 9:44 PM

I opened this for like 1/2 hours and I didn't know what to write.
Hahaha My ring finger hurts at the tip of my nail
because I whack it during training or something idk.
Manage to get started on HOMEWORK :D
YAYE! Though it's a pathetic one or two papers.
Hurhur.
Going out tomorrow.
LIKE FINALLY.
I'm gonna chargeeeeeeeeee my camera (:
I am gonna dressssss up <3
Ohkay, maybe not. Depends on my mood.
Training tomorrow.
It's just like another routine to me already.
I can't wait to go Selina's house on saturday to do the bball board <3
I WANNA EAT PASTAAAAAAAAAA! :D
(((((((((: ALL SMILES BABY! <3

xoxo,
the divine

eyecandy2 at 8:32 PM

So I went to watch the Juniors match.
I think they did pretty well! (:
Well done juniors! Far exceed what I actually expected! :D
I HAVE A NEW EYECANDY.
HOT HOT HOT! <3
Move over old eyecandy! :D
I'm joking lah. Still love you very much kay!
Went to help grandma sell newspaper just now.
It was awesome! (: I think grandma was really happy because she keep telling everyone
that I was her granddaughter :D Her customers say I am really guai :D
Headed to Kendra's house with BANANAS cause grandma gave it to me.
I felt like a monkey with the bananas in the MRT :D
Kendra has a new DOGGIE!
I REALLY LOVE IT LEH!
CHEESE is soooo ADORABLE! (:
Hehehehe! <3
Oh about the papers, it was like HMT
BOOOO
But everything is in God's will and I'll just have to wait (:
Did I mention that I was super nervous?
I fell down the stairs on my way to the classrooms.
Hurts to the max and I have this bruise on my leg now.
HAHAHA I AM REALLY DUMB LEH! :D
But yeah (: HAPPPPPY! <3
EYECANDY2, WO AI NI!
Hahaha no, not seriously. (:

You know, I really hate that nonchalant attitude of yours.

xoxo,
the divine

battery cover! at 8:42 PM

Ohkay so you know I dropped my phone on the road.
LIKE YES MY RED SEXYAE HOT PHONE.
I nearly screamed out loud.
I was super depress and Oddy gave me this idea.
Call the person and ask if there's any more cover.
:D I DID AND THERE WAS!
OH JOY! Gonna get a new one with no scratches.
Duh I have to pay $13 bucks lah ):
BUT FOR MY HOT SEXYAE PHONE, I WILL.
I asked the lady really stupid questions and she laughed at me.
Uh you got the C903 behind the thing anot arh.
Uhhh can fit anot arh?
REALLY? Still got how many left arh!
Can reserve for me? I go take it tomorrow.
LOL I didn't realise I was that dumb lah.
But yeah she reserve it for me :D :D
HAPPY KID AGAIN!
Plus Mummy is sponsering me 10 bucks.
I SWEAR I WILL PUT IT IN LAYERS OF PROTECTION CAN!
Now if I can only go for the camp :D

xoxo,
the divine

your eyes lit up my dark sky. at 1:45 PM

Nearly quarrelled with PG over certain stuff today.
( I just don't feel like writing baby today hur :D )
I guess we do have loads of different views.
Still, I want to go to the camp.
Even as a part time camper, please let me go! ):
Come on Mummy! SAY YES
OH MY SAY YES!
): Chinese on tuesday.
I am probably not going to watch the match on monday!
Boohoo.
I'll catch it another day :D

xoxo,
the divine

at 4:31 PM

HOHO.
Should I go watch a match on monday?
But it's just before my paper.
BUT! I need to relax right?!
But I need to study!
But I want to watch and keep my mind off Chinese!
I WANT TO GO.
SEE SOME SCHOOL PLAY :D
HEEEHEEEE! (:
I'm crazy and talking to myself.
Ignore me.
tyvm (:

xoxo,
the divine

at 6:59 PM

I got kind of sad suddenly.

Like I really really miss my long long hair ):

So yeah tried to cheer myself up...

I LOOK PRETTY DARN AWESOME WITH MY SHORT HAIR!

OH gosh I look fat. But not the point. I really really like the dress! hhoohoho.

xoxo,
the divine

panic! at 6:11 PM

I keep thinking of you.
Darn, do you know how irritating it is?
Even in my dreams, i can't seem to run away from you.
Rahh. 想你啦! 真是的! ):

I am freaking out for Chinese.
Like seriously.
I have never freaked out for any Chinese papers before.
Oh Lord, please guide me through the papers and let me not be nervous.
)): I seriously hope that the paper 1 and 2 will be manageable.
But then again, if it's too easy thennn everyone will be able to do it right?!
But if its hard then everyone can't do it!
Oh well, I'll just leave it all to God. (:

xoxo,
the divine

cobra starship at 8:53 PM

I'm not one for love songs
The way I'm living makes you feel like giving up
But you don't,
And I want everything for you
But disappointment

'Cause you've been left behind
And the world has it's shine,
I would drop it on a dime for you

(Hey oh! )
And whatever it takes
(Hey oh! )
I'm gonna make my way home
(Hey oh! )
We can turn our backs on the past
And start over...

Not long ago
I gave up hope,
But you came along
You gave me something I could hold on to
Woah-oh
And I want you
Oh, woah
More than you could ever know

Before I met you
I used to dream you up and make you up in my mind (up in my mind)
Woah-oh
And all I ever wanted
Was to be understood
You've been the only one who could
I could never turn my back on you

(Hey oh! )
And whatever it takes.
(Hey oh! )
I'm gonna make my way home
(Hey oh! )
We can turn our backs on the past
And start over...

Not long ago (not long ago)
I gave up hope, (I gave up hope)
But you came along (you came along)
You gave me something I could hold on to
Woah-oh
And I want you
Oh, woah
More than you could ever know (more than you could ever know)
More than you could ever know
It's you.

Not long ago
I gave up hope,
But you came along.
Gave me something I could hold on to
Woah-oh
(Yeah! )
Not long ago (not long ago)
I gave up hope, (I gave up hope)
But you came along (you came along)
You gave me something I could hold on to
Woah-oh
And I want you
Oh, woah
More than you could ever know .

My current favourite song (:
I'm not one for loveeeeee songssssssssss :D

xoxo,
the divine

at 5:04 PM

Went for lunch with Pamy and Joey after school.
Saw baby there and that ass just took my wallet ):
Managed to snatch it back with a couple of my fries as sacrifice.
Anyway, talked to Joey and Pamy about loads of stuff.
Hahaha I was somehow quite alright with it until I reached home.
I thought of so many stuff.
Hahah.
Oh Boy, you have beautiful features and someday, some one's going to have them.
Am i fine with it all as I claim to be? (:
I don't know.

xoxo,
the divine

at 8:47 PM

I wanted to write a super long post.
But I have nothing much to write... I shall see how it goes.
Oddy has been super annoying and she keeps asking me to see her duckie on country story.
=.= =.=
Asked her for some cheem quote to match this
'Love is but an illusion because I met you.'
That smart ass came out with this.
Cupid is but a fat man wearing diapers.
Hur. I should go do chinese.
Bye! I'm a cheena freakkkkkkkk :D

xoxo,
the divine

at 8:31 PM

So effed up with alot of things.
The f word just kept running through my mind today.
): <<
Super pissed off.
So tired of everything around me.

xoxo,
the divine

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