Sherlinfication

FHN RAWK MY SOCKS OFF! (: at 10:26 PM

aww so emo! haha My skills are goooooood!

YAYE FHN!

Not FHM but FHN! (: -

We got into the top 4! Such a wonderful suprise

and I really thank God for His guidance and His grace towards us.

My Super guard (: Didn't manage to take a pic with pokpok.

Headed to Lee's house and camwhored.

She haven send me the pictures though so shall post them another time.

Went to pokpok house with joline later and went to kembungan.

Played our matches and we won 3 group and lost to boh's group by 1.

I think Zoey and Tingyi are really cool but scary :D

Anyway, stayed around and watch some other matches.

( I bet you people can guess who was the one that WANTED to watch.)

Went to eat later.

Ate meesua in herbal soup! :D BESSSSST!

Super nice! Went home later feeling really happy.

Though my bag was soaked with 100 plus, I'm pretty alright.
Took pictures with RuiQi. Haha and as usual I look screwed

cause I was reaaaaally tired :

Mummy fetched me home and I called Clement to

tell him to JIAYOU for the o lvl paper tomorrow.

*shivers* Mine's coming tooo.

Probably sleeping soon. Can barely keep my eyes open.

Last but not least, group picture!

You know how much I hate it when I'm whiney towards you.

I wanna hide my affections but I can't seem to do so.

Sorry to bother, sorry to disturb.

But never sorry that I met a friend like you.

xoxo,
the divine

empty at 8:53 AM

I woke up this morning feeling empty.

Yes! I thought, finally I've gotten over that feeling.

After 637 days, i finally forgotten.

This time it's for real and it's not like the other times where I say

'Oh i am SO over that.'

when i could hear myself saying 'no i'm not done.'

Or so I thought.

Maybe, it was just my guts being churned like crazy after a long day.

Haha. (:

xoxo,
the divine

oh my loveee. at 11:12 PM

HELLO! :D

Every week, I persuade myself to survive the week just for this guy:

I never really like you till I saw you with straight hair.

That's when I actually fell in love with you! :D

Well, I've decided I want a boifren just like his character.

The ju jun biao character! :D

But sadly, I know a guy like that will never come this way.

(points to the path leading to me.)

EHHEM SEAN, i correct my stand again.

I know a guy like that will never come this way who actually wants me.

:DD HAHA!

I think I like guys who actually control me.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME LA!

Hurhur! (:

oh my love! (: Lee Jun ki, we're so over. HAHA!

xoxo,
the divine

lazy at 7:38 PM

busy looking for new phone model.

nah didn't change it today.

Next month perhaps.

Searching for a good phone model though. msn me if you know of one!

:D Updating baby's blog nowadays anyway. (:

xoxo,
the divine

what if. at 10:45 PM

Sooo, what if I said I'm thinking lesser about you?

Nah, that wouldn't happen at all.

I carry a lil part of me where ever I go (:

xoxo,
the divine

after exams! at 8:26 PM

YAYE! 4 papers are overrr!

:DDDD

Thank God for His guidance!

Physic wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, but it wasn't easy too.

But I managed to finish all the questions so yeah! (:

Priyanka few over to Aus already.

Baby's flying off to UK later too. ):

I'm so sad my baby girl's flying off!

But at least when she's back we're going to Sentosa! :D

Baby do take care yea! When you're back I'll have your stuffie and your letter!

I love you truckloads! :D

Come back safe and sound! <3

Went bballing with pokpok and Joline.

I GAI POKPOK BALL! :DDD

Won her once in 1 on 1 too.

Hahah not bad though I think she's off form la.

HAHHA WHO CARES I STILL WON! :D

Ohkay I stink and I'm going to bath and watch aaron stone!

(: hahhaa A new show! <3

xoxo,
the divine

- at 6:26 PM

Screwed up both papers.

It was really hard!

Splitting headache and I'm left with english and physic.

BOOOO.

The paper was really hard and even the scholars complained.

haha I think I'm worst.

ohkay bye.

xoxo,
the divine

fear not. at 6:23 PM

I'm VERY SCARED FOR TOMORROW AND FRIDAY!

:OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Everyone in the class is like mugging so hard and I'm here blogging!

It's like after school I turn to the right (FYI I'm sitting at the left side),

FHOOOOOM! ALL THE DESKS ARE EMPTY!

I was like *mouth opens widely*.

Being the ks person I am, I decided to chiong home.

BUT I END UP SLEEPING AND ONLY STUDYING A LITTLE NOW!

Asking twin to test me now and I'm testing her too.

Probably should ask my tuition teacher if she can help me

though she doesn't teach me that.

WOOOOOOOO.

I should totally calm down and not be scared.

'For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love,

and of a sound mind. (2 tim 1-7)'

tuition starting. hurhur.

xoxo,
the divine

updates. at 8:22 PM

I look super gross and uneven tan!

But hey, I'm a HAPPY fat kid! :D

I miss anne ):
Can't wait for friday to come too!

Though baby's flying off )':

Anyway, went out the other day and here are some pictures.

during dinner :D

after the super good dinner.

after dinner at the playground. (:

hahah uncle and us! (:

xoxo,
the divine

thank God! at 6:05 PM

I suddenly feel really at peace even though exams are coming.

It's really God's help and mercy! (:

I feel ready for the exam (well kind of).

I know I might not get an A1 but, I think I won't fail the papers.

I'll just try my best and stop being like a rubber band that's about to snap! :O

Still, I'll continue to seek God's help and thank Him for the guidance given.

Like I said, I wish time could go back to when I was a sec 1.

We spend much more time together on the phone just talking about almost anything.

Nowadays, I'm busy, and so are you.

We barely even exchange messages.

I feel the distance between us is just so far apart.

No matter how much I try convincing myself with a laugh, it's

undeniable that the distance is getting further.

In any case, I miss you yea? (:

xoxo,
the divine

me wants a bf. as in boyfriend. at 11:05 PM

just watched the korea version of meteor garden!

JU JUN BIAO LOOKS HOTTTTTTTTTTT! :DDD

I take back the fact that I said yizheng is hawtter.

Ohkay, BOTH ARE HOT! (:

OH MANXZXZ. Watching the show makes me feel so love-ly.

:D I WANNA HAVE A HOT SPORTY SMART AND RICH BF!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!

HAWT BOYFRIEND, HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEE

just wait another hmmm, 4-5years for me.

HHAHAH! :DDD

HAWT!

xoxo,
the divine

I love you no more. at 4:19 PM

I'm sorry things had to end this way.

I'm sorry I no longer have the magical feeling when I'm with you.

Looking at you make me think of the past memories

where I still smile looking at you.

I guess we both need a break.

I wish I could just ignore you and stop looking at you.

My hands tremble everytime I touch you.

It turns cold so easily and suddenly.

I wish the same feeling would come back but I doubt so.

The love for you is just gone.

It's a burden thinking of you every week.

So much that I cry every saturday in silence.

All the sniffling is not because of the coldness.

But because of the hatred I have towards you.

Everytime I off my headphone, the silence between me and you is creeping me out.

I really can't bear to touch you.

I tried breaking a finger or dislocating an arm just so I can have

an excuse to put a distance between me and you.

I hate you and yet the irony is that deep down inside of me,

I know a part of me still love you..

Looking at your white and black contrast, it gives me a headache..

xoxo,
the divine

x country. at 8:48 PM

xcountry is OVER!

The whole gang of us other then shiyue slacked for like almost 2k! :D

But I ran with zhongzi later on.

It was quite funny with the *puff* denise and denephew joke.

LOL! :D
Thanks for running with me zhongzi!

Even though we really wanted to slack! :D

Saw the sec 1/2 bballers passing me.

HAHA Hardcore runners! Nice run anyway! (:

Went out with the bballers for lunch later and then went with

pokpok to pass up the form.

HAHA. Changed the name to FHN.

Anyway, I'm quite lazy to post anything now.

Shall just post a SUPER candid picture of

me and my secret sharing senior! <3

xoxo,
the divine

tied down at 14? at 6:11 PM

Seriously.

We're only 14/15.

We can't be tied down to one guy forever.

Tsk. Stop saying you're going to die just because you broke up.

'You promised to be mine forever

we made a deal.'

How naive are you to think that forever lasts FOREVER?

Unless you're a vampire like Bella, well, hmmm let me see,

that MIGHT work.

But who knows! Even Edward might get tired of Bella one day.

Stop saying you're going to die just because he doesn't like you anymore.

YOU WON'T D-I-E

The feeling hurts i totally understand but move along after that..

xoxo,
the divine

dish out the usual at 9:34 PM

RANDOM SPOT CHECK TODAAAAAAAAY!

I got caught for all things, SOCKS.

I thought I wore my socks super high already!!

OH WELL I shall wear like even higher socks tomorrow.

Was complaining to Pamy how I don't understand maths after lessons.

Thank God I manage to understand it better after staying back in school to study.

Shared super funny stories with twin pamy dodobanana and priyanka.

Talked about our childhood etc.

Went home with bat later on.

Went to popular to try getting my book but it was out of stock!

Spent half an hour with bat trying to do questions of other book and see which is suitable.

Made her choose questions and for the 1-3 books I got the answers all right!

HA! If only those were the exams questions!

Had fun with bat! :D

Didn't buy any books in the end but went to Thomson plaza and I got my book!!

:DDDD Tried some questions and it was indeed challenging!

Shall do more tomorrow! (:

Eyecandy actually likes his letter! (:

Haha! So awesome!

xoxo,
the divine

simple. at 9:53 PM

How ironic.

~~You say this but you do yet another action.~~

~~Why am I angry?~~

~~I don't know. I guess because we haven been talking so much now.~~

~~Anger is a way of expressing my emotions.~~

~~I'm tired of crying all the while just to know how I feel.~~

~~I just want..~~

I miss you.

xoxo,
the divine

Do the best you can! at 9:34 PM

You know you've got to do it so do the best you can.

Talking with Twin and Pammy made me realise

once again that I am weak without God's help.

I think it's really God's way of reminding me over and over again that I should

always turn to him for help when I'm feeling lost or stress because He can help me!

I really thank God for that!

Determined to study!!

Had fun today. (:

I WANT TO BREAK FREE!! Haha :D

Ohkay bye!

xoxo,
the divine

better. at 9:37 PM

I'm feeling ~~slightly~~ much better.

Thank God for that.

Once again, I'm relying too much on myself and not Him.

Anyway managed to study chem today.

YES I KNOW! LIKE FINALLY!!

Did a bit of phyics too.

Anyway, mummy seems to relent abit about the music thing.

Like I can stop/quit it.

But I thought through it and maybe I shouldn't quit.

It's so not me to quit things though I really want to concentrate on my work.

I shall see how.

Anyway, ONG ZHERU I LOVE YOU LOADS! :DD

Thanks for helping me get through this touggggggggh time! :DD

HUGS AND KISSES! :D

We haven hide together yet! (:

xoxo,
the divine

emoooo at 10:36 PM

I'm being really emo this few days.

Blame it on the hormones.

Blame it on the books.

Blame it on ME.

I don't even know why I'm behaving like that.

Anyway, I was really being a baby today.

I didn't want to go for music class.

Duh in the end I had to.

Went and i just feel like crying the WHOLE lesson which i eventually did.

Well, not in class of course though I was holding back tears.

After class I cried like non-stop.

My mum scolded me for being stupid and for wasting her money.

I know I'm wasting money but I have no talent in music.

It's like everytime I go for lessons, I see other people being able to

play the songs so well I get even more frustrated with myself

and I just keep on thinking ofstudying and doing

my work rather then concentrate on music.

This in turns lead me to not being able to

concentrate on my work when I get back and

besides the lesson is like right smack in

the middle of the afternoon @ 2-3.

I'm feeling really emo recently I can cry at the slightest stuff.

Anyway, I can fit into my p3-4 dress.

It's a miracle.

Hurhur.

Couldn't find any shirt to wear so I kind

of just took the one that I saw which is a hello kitty pink

dress that was rather like a long dress for me last time.

Wore and it's like WAH I can fit it!

LOL. Got a surprise myself and it's no longer a long dress.

It's kind of short and more like a sleeping gown.

No way will I wear a pink dress with roses all over

and a small hello kitty on the top left side.

:DDDDDD

Though it feels great that i can actually fit in!! (:

Done with my debate points and hopefully it's alright.

Clement's comment was I can't say it right neither can I say its wrong.

So I took it as it's OHKAY.

Seanie's comment was that it's not strong enough so he's helping me with it.

( yea I know a SURPRISE! :D thanks anyway!)

xoxo,
the divine

links. at 10:21 PM

Never been kissed.

Princess diaries book 8/9 ( where she broke up with Michael.)

Stories from friends.

Now you see it.. (DCOM)

Pixel Perfect (DCOM)

Find the link in the above. I'm lazy to explain.

xoxo,
the divine

After 4 days. at 9:56 PM

Priyanka's blog is super funny.

Especially about the part about freedom of speech.

Haha.

Classes was as usual hodumdidum.

Realise that Mr K actually can hack into locked blogs and read our blog.

HAHA. I wonder if you actually read mine but for the record, HI Mr K! :D

Went home and ate and slept because I was too lazy to study.

Shucks, I've been really slacky recently. (as usual) Fine I did study a lil and did physic work.

But it was really like SOO little.

But the plus point is I did stop using the com and now my fb pet is ultra smelly.

Well well. Going to wake up early and mug I guess.

Don't like music lessons though I got to admit recently it's been really stress relieving.

Life is pretty much mundane.

Anyway. training has stop so I have more time to actually study and do my work.

Though I'm getting fatter. Hur.

Well, made a partner clap with pokpok on the last day of training. Haha quite gay.

I'm really bored now.

Fb just shut down on me and I'm really lazy to restart it bleah.

Cross country is coming soon. Mixed feelings. Haha.

xoxo,
the divine

crazy once again. at 10:05 PM

WOOO.

I need to relearn physic la.

=.=

I just can't do kinematics. HELPPPP!

Came online to relax myself and start fresh and new.

Then Joline and Seanie asked me some questions.

Joline one was alright. Managed to help ( i hope).

SEANIE'S MADE ME GO CRAZY AGAIN!

ROARRRRRRRRRRR.

THANKS SEANIEEEE.

My mind is going to be full of partial fraction when I sleep tonight.

YAYE. I LOVE YOU A LOT!!!!!

...

NOT!

Need to rest!

BRAND NEW DAY TOMORROW.

I can't wait for tuition! FOR ONCE MAN!!!

xoxo,
the divine

thank God at 12:56 PM

I just came back from church.

Today was a fruitful day (:

Thank God I woke up and went to church.

He answer my paryers through the sermon and the sunday lessons.

Truly grateful for that (:

Update more in the night or something. :D

On a random note, I feel like dressing up and going shopping. xD

//edited.

Had fun talking to ZHERU! :DD

Someone thinks I'm shy which is so WRONG! :D

Shy's the last thing you want to describe me as! HEE.

Let's invent a problem ZHERU! HOHO.

Ohkay, actually I'm not that happy.

I realise I haven been trusting the Lord enough to let him handle my problems.

Instead I rely on myself and hence I'm so stress with all my problems.

:/ I really need to have faith and listen more to my Lord.

I just can't do things without Him.

I'm like what teacher marieann said.

'struggle and struggle and never realise we should go to the source of control, God.

If you have a problem and you know who can solve it then you should go to that person right!

Instead of struggling so much then end up not being able to do your work.'

Thank God the sunday school lesson taught me that today. (:

I really pray that He'll give me the strength and guidance to do my work!

amen.

LEENA: i realise that thing is a blood clot thank you.

XUEPIAO: EHHEHHEHH! It's mine and YS salt can! Not youra and natelie! HOHO.

xoxo,
the divine

when it all ends. at 8:45 PM

Hello.

Managed to mug a little.

On the bright side, I finish my rewrites! :D

Having a splitting headache now and I feel terrible inside. ):
I keep asking myself 'why'.

I think I ask too much questions and I should stop thinking.

Everything i kind of meant to be... right?

Hopefully everything will clear up and I'll be alright [:

I pray I pray I pray!

Pictures to entertain whoever is reading this mundane blog.

Well, if there is EVEN anyone.

chem experiement. YS and mine were great!

jump shot from a long time ago. I jump high! *smirks* I jump and jump and JUMP!

knocked my toe and recieve that weird bump! ):

love the huge hairband! (:

I thought I was over, but I guess i wasn't.

Why must it be like that? :/

xoxo,
the divine

random at 10:42 AM

Gonna mug from 12 till idk when!

:DDD

I'm going to exercise too!

Didn't on the com for 2 days!

:DDDDD

ACHIEVEMENT FOR ME! :DDD

Hoho.

School has been hodumdidum.

Ohkay bye blog I'm super bored of you.

What's going on?

Why are we like that..

xoxo,
the divine

:D at 9:13 PM

ZHERU: I'M SUPER SORRY LA!

( even though it's not my fault.)

Tsktsk. Don't need to be scared alright!

At most you can call me. (which i already told you)

It's just a simple story to scare you and bat!

I'm more afraid of 'lost tapes' then the SAKURA story (:

So relax alright and know that there is nothing to fear other then God! :D

HOHO. I still can't believe the fact that my story actually scared you. HA! :D

School was as usual tiring today.

Had photo taking and it was so different from last year.

Not enough MOQI to decide on a pose!

But it was overall alright! (: Did my debate today and it was so-so I think.

Had 'free-period' during bio but had to do some work.

Did it with NATALIE and I almost laughed my ass off.

She's really funny!

Had training later on and I almost died.

Ohkay error, I died! :D

Told bat and Zheru stories later on. Haha.

Quite funny! (:

Went home with Selina and talked a lot. ((:

My best friend story, pokpok's love story! :D

xoxo,
the divine

codes. at 7:27 PM

Went home with bat. It was really funny (as usual)

Lost to bat because her bus came first. =.=

Current standing is 2:1

Don't bother if you don't get it. Special codes with bat about food and dates etc! :D

Btw bat you were right!

He's his BROTHER! WOW. I didn't know that.

Anyway, what's up with 'gans'?

As in I really want to know what does that means.

You know like 'gan-stead' 'gan-baby'

Isn't like your stead your baby or something like that (well in the case of a boy-girl)

Or like your 'stead' a stead? Why must add one 'gan-stead'?

Eh I know I'm super noob la. Don't bother tagging on my blog saying why you so noob sia.

HAHAHA. I ADMIT I'M A NOOOOOBIE! :D

xoxo,
the divine

//Someday at 7:32 PM

My blog= My perspective.

I judge things from the way I see things.

I've no idea what's really going on so I can't say that much

and if I'm wrong I'm willing to say sorry.

I guess this comes from endless relfection about things I see, hear and do.

Trust me this is NOT the FIRST time this kind of things have happen.

So yeah. (:

Saw the report on redsports! :DDDD

Last time seeing RUSSEL play in presby jersery! )):

I'm quite sad because I'm kind of motivated by him to be a better center.

(though it's ohkay I've other source of motivations like the juniors!

HAHA I bet you people don't know when I see you guys

running fast I get so scared that I push myself even more! Especially all the centers! d: )

Duh, I don't have his height so I've to work harder in other areas! HA! (:

But still, it's quite sad to not be able to see players like

Jabez, Russel,Dominic, etc etc play in their school jersery anymore.

Thank God I caught the finals and CHS last game! (:

Well, everything suddenly seems to move so quickly.

Juniors SZ season is over and they are moving on to nationals.

Soon, it'll be B div 10 season and I'm having no confidence in myself at all currently.

I don't know why I feel this way. Hopefully it will get better.

I wanna be like this someday! :DDDD Nono, not as in the 'I'm a guy and I can slam dunk' feel. But the 'I can score and people be scared of a center like me' feel. HAHAA!

Labels: Russel

xoxo,
the divine

reflections. at 6:37 PM

To you people(or one person):

Whining is so a cowardly action.

You complain that you regret doing this and that when did you realise its actually your fault?

I've been there and done that but the only reason why I even had that thought

was because I was tired of the whole thing and I couldn't even manage my work.

My reason was totally different from yours.

Your reason is a weak one.

You can't accept the scoldings then what about us?

We've gone through that shit (which is btw 10 times worst) for 3 years.

Think hard about why it happened.

Think about whose's fault it is.

Think about whether you deserve to be here with the rest of us who actually worked for it.

Tsk. You don't even know who's in the wrong and you actually whine and complain.

I expected more from you.

xoxo,
the divine

DETERMINATION! at 6:25 PM

I'm going to finish my homework today.

I'm going to get assessments book and do them especially bio and chem.

I'm going to get below 15

I'm going to not be bottom 3 in the class already!

~~I'm not going to complain about how tiring training is.~~ (ohkay this will never happen)

I'm going to survive all the trainings

I'm going to complete peppermint kiss for music.

I'm going to pass the MUSIC EXAM BY THIS YEAR.

DETERMINEEEEEEEEE.

:DDDDDDDD

JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU!!

xoxo,
the divine

For boifren! (: at 12:29 PM

Got a new skin and edited till the early hours of today.

Searched for pictures till 1 plus. It was no easy feat! HOHO

:D I like it! hoho.

Added in archives cause boifren commented that there was none. (:

There you go boifren all the memories! :D

Going for music later. Haha. BORING.

xoxo,
the divine

Pictures. at 11:09 PM

Pictures from the BBQ and bball game with cousins.

Plus the SUPER NICE HAIRSTYLE (according to KENDRA)
photos.

Pro gang!

woosh gang!

Cousins for life! :D

'Super nice and awesome' hair.

Oddy!

More to come but I'm lazy! :D

Maybe another day! :D

xoxo,
the divine

updates at cousin's house! at 3:16 PM

First things first.

:DDDDDD PHS WON BDIV 09' CHAMP! (:

I got to see RUSSEL too and well it was awesome! :D

Though half the match I was playing with the care bear named after PAMMY WHAMMY!

It's called Mr spomy! (:

Met somebody and passed him his gift.

Well, it was great looking at him though every single time I look at him, he feels different.

Hoho. That somebody owes me a hug yea! :D

Went to cousins house and did my work and slack a little while.

Kendra came back at like 10 plus and we chat, shared secrets etc. (:

Called somebody at about 12-1 plus and talked till his phone died and he called for his house.

It was fantastic because it's been a long time since we chat like that. (:

Slept about 2 in the morning and woke up at 9 due to the phone ringing.

I'm still pretty tired but happy and cheerful! (:

Ended up NOT going to chalet cause it's being used for the swine flu quarantine zone.

): Really wanted to go there but oh well, at least we're still having a BBQ (:

I did ASSESMENTS! (: Amaths! I'm so happy with myself Hoho.

Kendra started playing with my hair and gave me a new style.

HAHA. I LOOK SUPER WEIRD! :O

But she said it made me look better. LOL. Whatever! :D

Currently using the computer for about an hour or so.

Hmmm. I've been reading Chicken soup for the tennage soul etc etc.

(: I really love the book and it made me realise a lot of stuff.

Well, pokpok. I totally understand what you meant I think.

Has the deadline been brought forward or what? Hahha! :DD

Probably sleeping late tonight again! (:

Or at least I hope to! :D

I'm staring at it for such a long time..

xoxo,
the divine

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