This is bad. Almost 1/4 of the year has pass ONLY,

and I'm failing class assignments and test.

I got to buck uppp ):

I need to stop giving the excuse that I'm having competitions

It's not like other people are not having competitions.

I don't see why I can't do well either.

BUCK UPPPPP!

Studied bio a lil will be going back to memorise more stuff later.

JIAYOU!

:DDDDD

The match today was alright la.

I was quite tired for no apparent reason.

Got to sleep earlier.

Haha. I think the ex seniors are damn cool/scary.

Especially that HCI #14. She's damn cool but SUPER scary too.

(: Let's jiayou together for monday!

Same thing as last year (:

I feel kinda determine to do well for bio now.

Since physic is obviously SCREWED.

HOHO.

JIAYOU ME! :DDD

Oh recieved a msg today from a long-lost-contact-friend.

(: Thank you. I really miss you like crazy!

Haha.

xoxo,
the divine

xoxo,
the divine

First offical post as a 15 year old.

Thank you all for the wellwishes etc. (:

There's too many people to thank.

(:

Really thank you all! (:

Especially to clique 13, 3C people,bballers I know,

Joanne, Clement, Peiwen etc (:

THANK YOUUUU.

It's a speical day for me and OWNER!

(: Love you to bits owner! (:

HUGS!

xoxo,
the divine

I think I'm really dead for all the CTs.

): Sometimes I wish competitions would just end so I can study.

Haha yes, I'm a kiasu queen who's despo for good grades.

Really bad news but I'm going for OAC.

))))))):

DAMN SAD.

Like really damn saddddddd

I was hoping all the bballers won't go because of the competitions!

)))))))):

Lucky pokpok la.

sheesh.

I will like OAC

I will like OAC

I will like OAC

I will like OAC

I will like OAC.

): Ohkay, I think I like OAC (NOT).

...

RUN.

xoxo,
the divine

YAYE!

:DDDDDDD

Owner and I have the same birthday!

Same jersey no also!

WE'RE DAMN COOL MAN!

I love ownerrrrrrrrrr {:

Sch's ohkay blah blah blah.

Hahaha. Stupid wayne is asking me to give him idea for compo.

-.-

Joy abigal and shor peou says my hair style suit me

HAHAHA. Made me ego like crazy.

(((((:

Thanks girls. Haha.

OHOH and I think people think I'm really bimbp.

HAHA. I've brains people! :DDD

OH i fail by chinese though.

But loads of people fail at teacher say above 20 is 'zhong shang'

HAHA SO i guess its ohkay la :D

:DDDDDDDD

Super high now for no reason. My knee hurts though.

LOL. (:

Took silly pictures just now.

HAHAHA.

Psst: Pok pok scared anot? :D

xoxo,
the divine

Hello.

MUGMUGMUG and studying for SS like crazy.

Chem too and emaths and amaths.

Only have this week to study! haha the rest are all trainings.

): BOOOOO.

I've to spend my birthday with training and CTs.

YAYE I'm so happy!

...

...

...

...

NOT.

:DDD But still, despite all I'm trying to keep a positive attitude!

(: SMILE PEOPLE!

Choir girl: CHEER UP MAN! If you do badly, I'll be worst la.

Bimbo girl = no brain. :D

Though I'm seriously not a bimbo. To ugly to be one hahaa. :DDD

SMILE CHOIR GIRRRRL!

Love you very very muchie! :DD

I'm quite prepared for school tomorrow, I think. Haha.

(:

xoxo,
the divine

I'm awake! :D

Despite the fact that I slept at 12, I'm awake at 930! (:

Managed to do some chem, ohkay like quite alot.

:DDDDD

Had breakfast too. CHOCOLATE ECLAIR! :D

Yayeyaye! Woke up in a good mood to do work surprisingly.

(: Had this really weird dream though.

Live under the sea ( yes the sea has magical power so we can breathe underwater)

with strangers without daddy mummy etc.

The thing that took care of the people (us) is a GIANT WHALEEEEEE!

Went back to some land one day and saw so many people.

Baby, clique, mummy daddy etc.

With the other strangers who saw their faily members, we tried to get their attention

only to realise they can't see us. ):

Then I realise that I can write words on paper and the other people on land

will only see the paper flying.

So i wrote this and wanted to pass it to baby.

'Baby, tell my daddy and mummy and my sis I love them.

Tell * I love him.

Tell them all not to forget me.

I love you too..' and signed my name.

Freaky dream laaaa!

It seem so real! ):

But I'm over it already.

I had a simillar dream the other time too.

*shudders*

I love joanna wang/wong song! :D

The best mistake I ever make! (:

It's damn nice. Haha/

-Words have lost their meanings now.-

xoxo,
the divine

Didn't get to see RUSSEL play today.

I don't really want to talk about it anymore.

I'm quite pissed off cause remember the last time you said you'll go and watch with me

if he had another match that we can make it due to the collection of the teeshirts.

You either broke your promise or forgot about it.

I don't see why I should go watch another match with you next time either.

I know you're tired but did you realise that all those time I was tired too?

But I made an effort to go with you.

Oh well, forget it cause the match was LONG over.

School was fun today.

Teasing xinhui is fun! (:

I'm proud to say I didn't slack today cause sean send me a msg before to stop slacking! :D

Thanks cause it motivate me to stop slacking and I really paid attention in class!

THANK SEAAAAAAAAAN. :D You rock!

Stop slacking tooooooo! (:

Went home and did amaths.

Finally able to sleep in late tomorrow and do my work.

Wondering if I should go to CHS to see the 3 pointer shoot out.

Haha (: See how first.

I lead a sad mugger life. HAHA.

3C is too smart for me. :DD

Byeeeeeee.

xoxo,
the divine

We won today.

59-31

THANK GOD! (:

I broke through my record too.

HAHAH 4 points. :DDD

Which is considered alot since I don't usually lean towards the attack side.

(:

I'm aching all over though, calf and arm hurts like crazy.

My tummy feels uncomfortable too.

I'm falling sickkkkkkkk. NOT.

(: It was great seeing darling today though.

Darling if you see this:

HIIIII! (: Me loves you very very much!

Tired tired. I need to study for CTs.
{:

Stop slackinggggggg. HOHO.

xoxo,
the divine

Last try tomorrow.

Sounds so scary but that's the truth.

(: Let's just jiayou and do our best yea?

We can do it.

I'll remember to bring my PINK socks! :D

I pray that God will lead us through it tomorrow. (:

But whatever comes, let's just face it and all the waaaaaay!

School today was hodumdidum.

): Was quite upset at my BAN YUE JI.

I got a B again.

I was super angry at myself!

Lin lao shi wrote something like this:

雪玲 太多错别字了。不然内容一定是甲级。

多查字典吧，加油。

-.-

I'm so piss off at myself.

I could have got a bloody A if I actually took more time to check on the wrong words.

Eh I did check but I wasn't more careful and check it once again.

): I need to stop slacking.

SEAN you're suppose to ask me to stop slacking!

): I will not stop till I get a A for my BAN YUE JI!

ROARRRRRRR.

): I was quite upset cause I really put in alot of effort in this article! ):

I seriously need to stop slacking and stop being sloppy in my work! ):

SHEESH BUCK UPPPPP!

OH IVAN YONGGG! (: You got into second round never tell me.

I went to see redsports then I know! (:

Grats anyway and I'm really glad for you though I don't see your name in there.

HAHAHA. (:

Finally, a stop to it all.

I miss you. ):

xoxo,
the divine

We lost today.

I think it was really our fault.

We're not weak and we could win them or at least have a good fight.

But there were really too much miss passes.

We lost not cause we're weak.

We lost cause we made too much mistakes.

But, defeat will prove to be the greatest asset in time to come.

(: So cheer up people and play our best on wed.

Last chance JIAYOU! (:

I felt really short when I jumped for rebound. HAHA.

Shucks man, and I had this really WILD shot.

It flewwwwwww super high and I thought it wouldn't score but it did. HAHA.

{: I still thank God for everything today.

He still gives us help even though it might not be the way we want it to be.

So look forward and do our best on wed! (:

Ignored-

xoxo,
the divine

I'm too slack for my own good.

-.-

I need to buck up on my work.

CTs are coming in a week and I haven start studying.

Bbal is taking most of my time ler. ):

But I don't really regret it (ohkay I do a little).

SHEESH.

BUCK UP!

Yaye sean and I have a pact!

We're going to remind each other to stop slacking!

:DD

Seriously STOP SLACKING kay!

Hmmm, match tomorrow with Yuying.

I pray that God will lead us through it all! (:

My chest hurts suddenly and I can't breathe.

): I wonder what's wrong.

xoxo,
the divine

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

:DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARANYA!
:DDD

Cedar fiesta turned out to be a success and I thank God for it. {:

The stall did pretty alright I guess.

Valentine's day is a special day! (:

I got my rose from baby!

Though it was not a blue rose, I still appreciate it and I love it very much.

Thank you baby! {:

Hmmmm, I want to thank all this people too:

3C 09' I love you guys to bits!

Cedar basketball c div 08' I love you all. (:

Cedar basketball B div 09' {: Jiayou for monday!

Clique 13 08' (: You guys rock my life.

2 Besties! Anne and Jun (:

Ivan yong zhen shun :D

Clement :DD

Celest, Pei Wen, Eyecandy, Dajie, Duncan, SEAN-you joker!

Chewy, SEXYAE BUDDY, Owner etc.

Even though I don't say this out often, I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.

You guys make me feel really love and I'm blessed to have known each and everyone of you.

I really am thankful to all of you for giving me advice or just chatting to me daily. (:

LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX! :DD

(: I hope you guys are enjoying your valentine's day!

xoxo,
the divine

I'm so tired and ugly recently.

I don't even feel like looking in the mirror to see myself.

I look horrible and feel horrible. ):

I'm so tired even though I try my best to sleep at 9-10

Since I stop watching television(not totally), there's pretty much nothing for me to do.

But I'm still so tired over classes, training, music (yes i practise for once!).

I feel really drained.

Anyway, I've a feeling I should stop watching korean dramas.

I only watch GOONG and that SASSY GIRL the whole day.

Surprisngly, those only two shows can make me cry.

): Like tear or really cry.

Maybe I just have too much pent up emotions in me and it happen to be a good excuse.

Hah. Who really knows..

I felt quite terrible just now listening to some songs.

Made me think of so many stuff and I started to tear again for no reason.

SHEESH.

I promise to try my best to stop tearing anymore.

xoxo,
the divine

I should stop lying to myself saying everything is alright,

because it's not alright.

I know I'm just kidding myself by saying I've forgotten all about it.

But in real fact, it's still lingering there and its not gone yet.

Every night I think about it and try my best to say it's all over.

But it isn't.

I'm weak and...

That's the truth, it hurts but it's the truth.

Crying at night doesn't help and I will stop.

Till the day I get over it, I'm feeling terrible.

Shucks. ):

Is it all but an illusion?

xoxo,
the divine

I shall make this quick a longer and more detailed one tomorrow plus tag replies.

PINK BUDDY BOUGHT ME SOMETHING CUTEEEEEE!
:DDDD

Love it. haha pics tomorrow.

I thank God for today too. (:

Won. Seriously without Him I doubt we will win. haha.

I should stop lying to myself.

Edited//

Here's what pink buddy bought for me!

(: Super cute and I love it! Thanks pink buddy!

I thank God for giving those on court guidance and strength yesterday. {:

It was really a great game everyone! :DD

School today was alright I guess.

Spot check haha I passed. {:

Went to watch owner play match later with pokpok.

It's alright yea? JIAYOU! {:

Replies:

Sean: hoho no problem! (:

Leena: Haha are you serious?! {:

Baby: I'm really sorry bout 14th yea? ): I'll try my best kay! I'm truly sorry!

): I really love you loads yea and I wrote your letter already. Forgive meeeee!

Lee: Hahaha. ohkay :D Ho'ws your teeth hope its better!

Chewy: (: Jiayou for your other matches too yea! :D I don't want you to

remove your braces! ):

Project partner: YAYE! see you then! {:

Manling: Relinked.

xoxo,
the divine

I bet everyone in cedar is laughing over the CPR thing la.

Mr khoo taught as and the whole 3C laugh like craaaaaaazy! HAHA.

Go baby's blog to see lil anne who 'took my first kiss'.

HAHAHA. CPR is gross. I won't mind doing CPR on a handsome guy though....

Mr khoo is hilarious.

'HELLO HELLO YOU OHKAY?! CALL 995'

HAHAHAHA. :DDDD

I love 3C. (:

Hey baby I love you loaddddd.

:DDD

My valentine. HOHO.

Don't break my spine kay.

(: I love you loads! (:

FIRST KISS. I'm more worth it. hehe.

Training tomorrow.

:DDD Quite alright about it.

SURPRISEEEEEEEE!

I got over you. Not.

It's going to be a long while.. (:

xoxo,
the divine

No training today.

Did some maths and english and chem.

Haha like really half half half.

Haha tuition later sheesh.

Alot of questions to ask melissa. haha

YAYE! Valentine's day coming soon.

BabyCandy you want to be my valentine? Hahaha.

Remember 'i'll be your date if you're my valentine'?

I don't think I'll buy anythings this year though. Haha busy busy.

Maybe just candies. HOHO. {:

Wayched goong just now.

I teared. ):

So sadddd. She really really likes him alot then he's so cold to her!

I can totally understand the sadness inside her..

BOOOOO.

It's amazing how someone character can make him look so HOT.

Haha.

yaye many many people likes PINK! :D

xoxo,
the divine

(:

STAY POSITIVE AND SMILE no matter how bad the day goes on.

It really helps. I WON POKPOK IN MANJIANG TODAY.

Thank you very much :D

Surprisingly, jiaolian said I did pretty well for rebounds yesterday! (:

Didn't feel that way though. HOHO.

Today's 4 si ze killed me.

Damn tired after all that bending down.

At least there's no training tomorrow! :D

Forgetting you, all that you've done is difficult.

Despite that, I'll try.

Nothing is impossible, impossible is just an excuse.

I guess I'm starting to stop dancing in my fantasy and wake up to reality. (:

Though it still pretty much hasn't change. (:

xoxo,
the divine

Decided to start being smiley from now onwards.
:DDDDD
Told boifren bout it and she was really happy about it. (:
Yaye me right boifren! (:
Spread the 'LOVE' and 'SMILEEEE' to yin shuen. HAHAHA. :DDD
Oh, got mortal and angel too. Haha. I think my mortal is pretty awesome.
Hmmm. Physic class was scary. Nuff said.
Determine to do well in physic and yup. Jiayou.


Match later on with whitely.
Let's just say we won and that's it.
Some bruises here and there but the bottom line is we won.
Nice game everyone and I hope you're better jiamin! :D
I need to learn to control myself better and make use of the chances given though. ):
Oh well. jiayou.


I'm glad to have bestie with me all along these past few years.
(: You mean a lot to me you know?
Tears that were shed, you were there to dry them.
Laughter to spread, you were there to receive them.
I really appreciate all that you've done. (:
Remember our pact yea? No one is to get into the way of our friendship.
Not even our boifrens etc. {:
Love you to the max girl! [:

xoxo,
the divine

Hello! :D
I'm really happy today for no reason! (: But that's good right!
Church today was great as usual! I learnt many things!
Truly, some stuff cannot be rushed and well, I must learn to have God in my mind everyday!
((((((((:


Did my maths and chinese work which I'm rather proud of myself for doing so.
:DDDDDDDD
I understand sketching graphs a bit more now! :D
Chinese work was quite meaningful.
It talked about how we should never compare and you'll never find the most 'beautiful thing.'
in this world because Humans are always not satisfied with what they have.
Things that they have not seen, hear, have are always more 'beautiful'
then those that they have seen, hear and have.
:DDDD
Yup, found the passage quite interesting and meaningful. As for how well I did it,
it was full of really bombastic words so, I guess I won't do so well.
But I did try my best :DD


Currently watching nadal and roger playing.
I do hope nadal wins! :DDDD
I bet boifren will come and say NOOOO. Roger will win.
HAHHAA. ((:
JIAYOUUUUU nadaaaaaaal!


Hmmm, match against whitely tomorrow.
Hahaha. I pray that God will be with us tomorrow and give us guidance!
(: Jiayou teaaaaaaaaam!
Sleep well tonight! :DD

xoxo,
the divine