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Thursday, July 31, 2008
 at 9:18 PMI know its my fault and I hate myself. I don't want to end it now but I can't even do my job properly. How about monday? Last chance Last try Last hope to keep this journey going. Is it going to end like this? Just all like this? If it is, I play a part in it cause I'm part of the team. For not getting any rebounds or shots in I deserve to be punish. God, I really pray that you really guide us through. I never felt as strongly as I say this now. I don't want it to all end just here. One and a half year and this is all? I don't want to. I want to continue with this Team with the people I love. I really don't want to end here now. Please? I love this team. I want to prove him wrong. I don't want to be that loser in his eyes after 2 years. Most importantly, I want to prove it to myself. I don't want all this to end. Come monday I'm going to jump all I can. Run all I can. Even if I can't, I'll place my faith in You and run like You're beside me. Last chance Last try Last hope. It's do or die. I don't want to cry again on the court. I don't want to come back in another year time and forgo this year. I want to play and linger longer on BAS court this year and the next. I want to..
xoxo, the divine Tuesday, July 29, 2008
at 9:27 PMHELLO PEOPLE. I have no idea why I'm here cause I have 2 test due tomorrow which was suppose to be postpone but then it wasn't due to some reasons which are UNKNOWN. HAHA. I kinda studied already and I'm so tired plus there's a match tomorrow! If I really continue mugging, I'll be so tired and I'll probably forget everything I even know! :DDD SO therefore, I'm just going to go with whatever I have in my mind. Anyway, last mintue work doesn't help. Might as well just rest well since nothing else can get in my brain. I didn't fail my maths test according to Mr tay. But who knows! He might be faking it and suddenly tomorrow he pass me the paper and say this 'Basketballer right? you FAILED.' WOAHHHHH. Scary thought. Oh well. May God bless me and give me guidance for my test with whatever I've already prepared and study for. Amen! :D School was crappy. Swimming was crap too. I was soooo tired. But, I managed to swim the 2 laps thingy in 3 minutes! :D 2.51! Still, I'm quite please with myself. Chinese oral was quite crappy too cause I have no idea what to say! But, I think I can pass. I hope i can and I better pass. MY CHINESE IS A TOTAL FLOPPPPPP. God bless that I pass it please! Tired tired tired. I need to go sleep soon. But I'm so freaking stress up over the test. SO WHY AM I HERE?! GAH :/ So dead for tomorrow. Congrats Sherlin. You just shot yourself dead! YAYEEEEE!!! xoxo, the divine Monday, July 28, 2008
at 8:47 PMI don't know why. But I suddenly lost my passion for basketball. SCREWED UP LAR. Nationals are coming and my results are a total flop. Stupid essay I got a freaking 18/30. WTH. Loser marks to me. I don't think I did very well for oral too. Freak. I'll probably get 20+ only. Damn it lar. I'm so irritated. DDD:<< My results are really screwed up now. Damn it. Maths I'll be one of those who pass up my paper which means I fail. DAMNDAMNDAMN! I HATE IT. I despise failing. I know that every defeat makes us stronger but I still despise defeat. Really I do. Failing is so gross to me. I cannot stand it when I fail. Worst still when I get a freaking bad result. I guess I'm just those people who can't stand it when I don't do well in anything. I'm so irritated by myself! If bball is like not going to be well and we lose all 3 matches, I'm going to kill myself [no not really kill.] cause we spend so much effort and time and not even win one match in the nationals! That is tooo much. MUST WIN AT LEAST ONE! DDDDDDDDDD:<<<<<< I'm in a horrible mood now. ROARRRRRR. On top of this, there's swimming tomorrow cause we don't have comp. FREAK. I hate swimming cause I can't freaking swim. Stupid test. Sure fail. AGAIN FAILURE. D:<< ROARRRRRR. I was so disappointed with my performance during training today too. Damn, hate it. D: God, will you please take my suffering away and let me just do well in both area? D: I feel crappy inside real crappy. I feel like crying after training. I have no idea why. PMSing I guess. Pardon me for any weird behaviour this few days/weeks. ROARRRR.
xoxo, the divine Sunday, July 27, 2008
at 7:48 PMFirstly. Apology letter. HAH. To jayejaye: Hello. My story is correct lar. Like 100%! But, I'm feeling nice today so therefore I would admit *crosses finger* that my story was wrong :D I sincerely apologize for any inconvenience cause to you if people think you're a BULL. :DDDDDDD JayeJaye happy anot. HAHA. :D I went to church yesterday! :D It was SUPER. Damn fun! I love singing songs to worship God! :D Oddy: Don't comment on this. I know you're against it or some sort lar. Rushed to lessons after that. :D Managed to play the little part of the song we learn! After that saw Ivan and Leonard and this guy whose name is unknown to me. They were playing bball and this 4 other people asked for friendly. Ivan kinda ask me to join cause there's not enough people. I just stand there though. Wahliao. I tell you I HATE FAT ASS PEOPLE. They are fcuking GROSS. This fat ass guy was like bouncing the ball and talking ALOT and all then he shoot. HE SCORE SOME MORE LAR. FCUK SIA. I'm damn gross out. He still zham the ball at my face. Even though it's by accident, I'm still freaking gross out. I think I'm surrounded by too many skinny people. [SMILE PEOPLE AROUND ME!] Looking at Fat people [Note: Different from bulky and muscular] makes me nausea. Really. GROSS SHIT LAR. He's not very good-looking either. I'm sorry for saying all this. Sounds mean but I really cannot stand it lor. BLEAHHHHHHH. Other then that, there was this freaking proud guy aka PG for proud guy. 'NOOOO Don't pass to him. SEE WHAT HAPPEN!' * pass ball to PG* 'Yes, that's right. Nice and easy.' -_________- lor. Like he's so good. Leonard can gai him if he wants to. The guys were complaining after the match too. On a happier side, I scored like outside shots! :D My outside is not very good so its quite good for me. (: Went to meet selina and studied abit before meeting pok. We went to bugis. It was damn funny. We found a toliet but there were so many people that we went to the handicap one. The dorr was actually a little spoilt. But it was quite nice. (: Tried to find movies to watch but there weren't any so we headed to cineleisure. Took neoprints! It's really nice. But we still couldn't find any movie that has the right timing! Played arcade too. Took a video of pok playing the drums. Damn hilarious. her facial expression was stoninggggggg. So we headed to J8 again to search for movie. Finally decided on the X-files show at 10. SELINA THE PSYCHO CHOSE IT. The show is really scary and psycho. Luckily I was sitting in the middle. I was soooo terrified and cold. Cause pok took my jacket after sneezing like crazy. Covered my eyes at most scary parts. I won't mind if we watched it in the afternoon. But late at night and a pyscho show?! SCARY. Went home after that at like 12. [: Kinda fun! Hey team let's have another team outing after the test! It's like this time having exams so most probably won't go. Let's have another outing then all 12 of us go and watch a movie together alright! After the exams on wed and friday! :D Unless it's postpone cause of the nationals. It's a promise kay! :D
xoxo, the divine Friday, July 25, 2008
at 8:47 PMGeog [Lit for bat] test was super hilarious and serious today. Bat recieved the paper and started stoning like crazy. She took so long to write her answer and I sortta peered at the Qs. It was the lamb to the slaughter thingy. Heh. Last year's work. Well, Geog was alright and hopefully I'm able to passssss! :D As for maths, I heard that got people in the level got 0/35! WTH RIGHT! Damn, I'll be happy if I just pass. Training was kinda slack. But at the first part it was tough. I guess cause of all the competitions, we haven really ran quite sometimes. (: But survived it. JayeJaye pushed me down! ROARRR. Defending with pok then she came and charge and I fell on the drain. IT HURTS! DDDDDDD: Sat there and whineeee until Jiamin and Jayejaye pulled me up. Yes I admit I whineeeee! Cause it really hurts! D: Jayejaye arh. My knee is disfigured for life! Well, got our draws for Nationals. Woodgrove secondary, Anglican high and Jurong west. Damn. All the good schools. Centres sure damn tall! D: If only I was smaller and slimmer, I would be a forward! I'm only a centre cause of my size! Oh well, centres are awesome cause there's people like RUSSEL. (: Hey let's JIAYOU and do our best! I'm sorry it had to be that way. Don't force yourself to play if you don't want to. I make you sound like a small girl don't I. But I know how it feels. It hurts badly inside right. Well, no matter what you do the team will be behind you. Right girls? (: Just do what you think it's right.
xoxo, the divine Thursday, July 24, 2008
at 9:36 PMI'll pick myself up from where I fall and continue walking cause I don't like forever defeat. (: Random thoughts and rantings. I don't think you feel at place here cause, there seems like a better place for you. Serious.
xoxo, the divine at 9:17 PMMaths test was terrible! Haha. Now, I'd be happy if I pass! :D I'm so freaking tired. I study a little for geog lar. I just want to pass. Hopefully I can do the questions tomorrow! Went to watch AHS match with pok. The girls game was alright I guess? Managed to see their standard. (: But their good player not playing. Bleah. The guys game was FANTASTIC! It was quite one-sided though. Totally trash. Shooting was good, lay-up were fab passing was OMGGGGGG. :DD Didn't waste my time and money! Hah. (: Man if i can get a rebound like scary i would be awesomeeeeeeeee. But I don't want to be scary like him. Hah. :D Zai lar the whole team. I realise the referees in that zone are also better then our zone!! How can man! Haha :D Oh well. (: It was a goood game. I'm tired and I'm going to sleep now or soon. hahs Oh! I forgot! The announcement thingy was damn funny. I was soooo nervous that I tremble like crazy and I could feel the paper moving! Mortal and Pok they all still laugh at me. I scared what! :DDDDD Glad that its over now.
xoxo, the divine Wednesday, July 23, 2008
at 9:11 PMI'm so tired. I sort of study for my maths and stuff. Maths can't really be studied right so I did some practice. (: Hopefully I can pass my maths tomorrow. If i get a 26 and above I think I'm happy already. Jiayou! (: Pictures taken during the prize presentation.  me and leena! (: 12 as one! TEAM! with medals! (:Some are with the zhonghwa team and others are with the henderson school teach. Heard from some source that for north zone the top 2 is yishun town and woodgrove sec. Woah. It kinda a good news i guess. (: But whatever it is, whatever come our way. Let's just try our best and pray that God leads the way for us. I was feeling really depress yesterday. (: But I'm better now. Really. So thankyou to those who cheered me up (: Team let's go and jiayouuuuuuuuuuu! WO AI NI MEN!
xoxo, the divine Tuesday, July 22, 2008
at 8:59 PM55-54 It was sooo close. Damn. Didn't play well and referee was kayu. They fouled us so many time and they didn't get the foul. Clear reject they say I foul. Dear Mdm referee, I'm not that short until I can't even clear reject one single ball alright. The person foul me as I bounce the ball you didn't even freaking take it as a foul. I hate china people. Seriously. Not all though. Some are nice. Yesterday, the quarrel with the CHS coach was so right. You don't really know how to be a GOOD referee. Note that I say a GOOD referee. You kayu shit man. Even my darling watching the match saw that. FREAK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. We should seriously write a petition and get her off the referee board right darling? [if there is something like that] I HATE THAT REFEREE. She shouldn't referee any nats match! ROARRRRRRRR. FEEL MY FURYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! GET HER OFF THE BOARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Back to someone else. To: Dear you, You suck as a centre. You can't even catch a bloody rebound or shoot an under basket. What more can you do? Their centres aren't that tall already. Imagine at the nationals. What happen if you meet, let's say AHS jingjing? You'll die. She's much taller and bigger then the centres in south zone. You're proud to be a cedar centre? I think the team and school won't want you as a centre. They should be better off without you. Cause you practically suck. Be like Russel? Yea right. He's a champ what are you? A piece of useless paper on the court. I think you should get off the court and let someone else take your place. 4 fouls what the hell and you let her qie pass you soo many times. Don't be a centre better lar. Go and die lar. Seriously, I know that you will cry yourself to sleep tonight. But whose fault isit? It's your own fault. So go on and be a loser and cry yourself to sleep. Maybe after this you'll learn your lesson and stop being such an idiot. Go and ba3 wo4 the under basket you use to be so proud of when you were a sec 1 you moron. *scoff* You? A centre? Who are you kidding. Go and cry yourself to sleep tonight. Then no more of this. Be like RUSSEL for goodness sake. He's a champ. Think yourself as a champ even if you're not. Get all your shots in like a CHAMP for goodness sake. Show him that you're a CHAMP too. Don't be such a loser if you want him to notice you lar. Sherlin Toh, I'm talking about you. YOU SUCK, BIG TIME SO GO AND DO EVERYTHING YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO DO. Go run during weekends and shoot during weekends. Be like how you were during sec 1. You were much better then. No missed under basket like you are doing now. BA3 WO4 YOUR SHOTS LAR. *scoffs* Centre=you? Prove yourself worthy cause you don't behave like a centre yesterday and today. To get his attention, you gotta shine. SHERLIN TOH. GET THE BALL IN THE NET. Moron. You BE A CHAMP PLEASE? Show that you're proud to be a centre and you're a good centre. Not asking for best or great. Just a good centre and do what you're suppose to do. From and with love; SHERLIN. Nuff said and I'm disappointed today.
xoxo, the divine Monday, July 21, 2008
at 9:17 PMODDY IS ANNOYING ME LIKE CRAZY NOW. IT HAS GOT TO DO WITH HER NEW HAIRSTYLE I TELL YOU. FREAKING IRRITATED! SHE'S TRYING TO ACT LIKE THE BEATLES NOW. OHMYGOSH.
xoxo, the divine at 8:19 PM New shoelaces!Looks weird but after a while, I'm in love with them. Goes well with the shoes in a weird kinda way. Lost to RG today. 49-40! Only 9 pointsssssss! It was a good game though. (: And, I FOULED OUT. FANTASTIC MAN. First time in my whole bball playing so far. It's kinda memorable no? I was kinda smiling when I knew I foul out. I'm so retarded! Well, this will be my first and last time fouling out I hope! I'll try to make this happen until the end of the season! JIAYOU SHERLIN! Anyway, it wasn't really my fault! Referee anyhow blow! She came and push the ball in my hand then say is I foul! Oh wells, the referee is always right. :DDD Must jiayou tomorrow team! Play like we played today! (: ALL THE WAYYYYYYYY! The ball was stuck in the picture! haha. (: It was from the CHS and YYS match. CHS lost. D: Kinda sad that they lost. Saw my eye candy and JABEZ! HEH :D
 xoxo, the divine Saturday, July 19, 2008
at 9:21 PMBored. So I'm back to quiz. Yeah again If you're single, why? - Easy. No one wants me. D: Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a B? - Errr no? I never got kissed by anyone beside my family members so far. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? - COLD. (: Where did you last eat? - At home. Didn't go to sakae. Where are you right now? Are you happy there? - My butt is on a chair. Yeah pretty happy :D Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? - DUH. Cousin? HAHA. (: Where did you buy the underwear you are wearing right now? - UHHHHH. I don't remember what I'm wearing and I'm lazy to check. HA. Where is your mobile phone? - On the table? What is the biggest mistake of your life? - I haven live half my life yet. 50 years later I might be back. Find out then Where did you sleep last night? - BED? DUHHHHHHH. What time did you go to sleep last night? - 11. Pretty late for a person who has training at 7.30 the next day What/who woke you up today? - Phone alarm clock. What is a/some common thing(s) that happens to you on the weekends? - Bball, music tuition. What are you listening to and by whom? - Not listening to anything now Have you ever been given an engagement ring? - HA! I wished. Have you done anything you regret in 2008 so far? - Not studying hard enough I guess Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating? - Haven tried even 1 relationship. Anyway I don't think so. Cause love is just a passing phrase. Who was the last person to make you laugh? - RACHEL-POK! Anything annoying you right now? - Yeah. STOP SMSING ME. I'm not that free to entertain you. I'm not even close to you! Have you done anything embarrassing lately? - Hmmm. I guess everyday I do stuff like that. Do people make fun about your nationality? - NO. Last time you showered? - After training and music class at like 4. Did you have a dream last night? -Uh yeah I think. Do you own a polo shirt? - Of course. Did you know that peeling a wrapper off of a bottle, means your sexually active? - OH serious? Are you excited for winter? - OF COURSE. (: MY WINTER. (: Have you ever been called Princess/Prince? - Yeah. (: Do you wear makeup every day? - No. I promise myself never to wear make-up until I'm 16 unless it's an important function. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted? - uh. Melissa? Tuition teacher Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex? - yea. How's your life lately? - Good I guess with God's guidance. Do you know anyone that is currently locked up? - Nope. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? - Never tried a relationship. Do you think that you're a good person? -YEAH. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? - eh. I don't know. Do you believe in love at first sight? - Guess so. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to? - No. Do you hate the last boy you were talking to? - Not really. When is the last time you took a nap? - Today Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? - Joanne Who was the last person to comment your myspace/friendster? - Rachel-pok I think Who was the last person to send you a friend request on myspace/friendster? - CHINGNA sweetie! (: What was on your mind mostly today? - I want to sleep. Do you miss anyone? - yeah Is there one place you'd like to visit? - RUSSEL'S HOUSE :D I seriously wonder how long his bed is! It must be custom made! Have you held hands with anyone in the past 48 hours? - Rachel counted anot? Link hand and walk. (: What are you doing tomorrow? -Tuition, study, play music.
xoxo, the divine at 4:29 PMSo, today's training was fun actually. We kinda started from drills which we would usually do last. :D It's actually very nice for a change! Had lunch with Rachel-pok and Joline afterwards (: Bought new shoelaces! YAYEEEE! It's red though and I'm not sure if it would match my bball shoes. But I'm guessing it won't be that bad? (: Monday and probably Tuesday both with competitions. Bleah. How to study?! Oh wells. I'm going for tuition. My teacher is kinda late. Haha. (: Man if every saturday was like this, training, music lessons and then tuition, I'll die. I'm so tired now and I can't keep myself awake! Hopefully we'll eat sakae later! :DDDDDDD
xoxo, the divine Friday, July 18, 2008
at 8:58 PMNeed to have different post I don't know why. ((:  Sec 1~ Look at the feet. Two colour! FOR ONCE! BIG EYES! I studied. Basketball and Team is sooo loved. 5 year old! HAHA. :D I look so paleeee!xoxo, the divine at 8:41 PMPictures.  Suppose to be, 153 gang. [I'm FATTTTTTT] My 4x4 before it was mess up! Rachel's zhao pai faceee Superstar and superfan! :D Nuff said right? (:xoxo, the divine at 8:23 PMYAYE! 69-10! I thank God for today's victory. Thank you for leading us through this. :DDD I sat on the bench like almost the whole match cheering! It was super fun and Liyin totally maulu-ed herself. Haha. Man. The first quarter was kinda sucky. Big giant centres. D: I don't like them especially if...... Never mind I totally won't be mean. I scored 4 points! Plus pok isn't the top scorer today! It was YENYI! HAHA :D Good game everyone! And WINTER! You scored your first goal! I'm so proud of you! AINIWORRRRRRRR! heh. :D JIAYOU FOR THE NEXT MATCH AGAINST RGS! :DDD God will lead us through and give us guidance. I LOVE CGS BBALL C DIV 08'! OHOH! I saw my eyecandy todayyyyyyyyy! HEHEHEHHEE. SUPER CUTE! :D
xoxo, the divine Thursday, July 17, 2008
at 9:29 PMI'm boreeeeeeeeeeed. :D Which means, its quiz! You know when your birthday is but how old should you really be? (just put a mark on the things you do) [ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee. [x] I can cook for myself. [ ] I think politics are exciting. [ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends. [x] I show up for school/college/work every day early. [ ] I always carry a pen/pencil in my pocket/purse. [x] I've never gotten a detention. [x] I've watched talk shows. [x] I know what credibility means without looking it up. [x] I drink coffee at least once a week. [x]I know how to do the dishes. [x] I can count 1 to 10 in other languages. [x]When I say I'm going to do something I do it. [x] My parents trust me. [ ] I can mow the lawn. [x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid. [x] I remember to water my plants. [x] I study when I have to. [x] I pay attention at school/college. [x] I remember to feed my pets. [x] I can spell experience without looking it up. [x] I clean up my own mess. [ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine. [x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need. [x] I understand jokes the first time they are said. [x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour. [x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. [x]I can read a book and actually finish it. (now add them all up) SUM: 21 :D
xoxo, the divine at 9:01 PMToday self-training was kinda slack. Jayejaye was looking at me shoot. I miss a lot! DAMN IT! D: Tomorrow must jiayou. Ohkay. Nuff say. I feel like sleeping. LET'S JIAYOU TEAM! :D No body calls me short alright! Even though I'm short. Only 3 people can say this. Me, and 2 other special people! :D Nope, not my daddy or mummy cause, daddy is only a lil bit taller then me and mummy is shorter then me! HAHA. :DDDD So don't say I'm short even if I am! RAWRRRR. Classes were fun today. Everyone is influence by me! MUAHAH. 'If the heart is always searching can it ever find a homeeeeeeeee' Continue by the rest. YAYEEEEEE! God, I pray for your guidance and that we will win tomorrow. This is the last chance and the last try. I pray that you will lead the way for us and that we will get into top 4 for zonals which means an entry to nationals. I pray so hard. Amen.
xoxo, the divine Wednesday, July 16, 2008
at 7:19 PMDAMN. I'm so fat. I just eat finish my chocolate biscuit! BLEAHHHHH. I need to study seriously! Like really damn lar. I keep saying but I don't feel like I really study. TODAY MUST STUDY! :DDDD Anyway, training was quite crappy. Ran like 2 more rounds. Legs were aching like crap and now, I can't really walk. Must totally rest well. [: So went to eat after training. Bought chocolate too. SHIT. FAT ALREADY LAR. Oh wells. Dreams can't take the place of loving youuuuuu. There's gonna be a million reasons why its trueeeeeeee. HAHA. This phrase is so stuck in my mind!
xoxo, the divine Tuesday, July 15, 2008
at 8:52 PMHey, we lost. So what? It isn't the end of the world. Put those things behind us and pia for Friday cause Every defeat makes us stronger! We'll try our best to win them the next time we see them! We just went off-form today. Could tell a lot of us weren't in the best conditions with back aches and sprain ankles just before the match on Saturday. So don't give up the fight until the time stops yea! So cheer up guys! Losing is nothing cause we gain from it! it will prove to be the greatest asset in time to come. Rachel-pok : Don't be upset or anything alright! This is only once. We'll try our best the next time and you can show him what we're made up of! :D I'm totally exhausted today. 4 quarters and I'm dying my stamina really sucks! I feel very sorry towards jiaolian. I know he won't see this but, 教练，对不起！ God gave us chances but we didn't make use of it to the max. Still, I thank God for his guidance cause I remembered praying for him to give me strength when I was really tired. I managed to get the rebound and managed to get free throw! Amen. Oh! I'm like disfigured. Some girl scratch my face and at first, I thought one of my pimple burst until the referee asked if I need to clear my face. So funny. I'm surprise I'm in a good mood after today. I feel abit sulky about the match actually. Sheena was guarding me! If only it was the other centre! It would be easier for me to play. Bleah. The scenes keep flashing in my mind though! I need to get them out! JIAYOU TEAM! We'll and MUST win on FRIDAY! God will lead us through this all. Let's believe in him and ourselves cause we are CEDAR BBALL C DIV 08'! We can and will make it! JIAYOU TEAM! Leave everything today behind and get pep up for the next match! :D
xoxo, the divine Monday, July 14, 2008
at 8:49 PMI'd say Rachek-pok is one lucky shit. Today's match is cancelled cause the score board broke, which is quite a lame excuse but who cares! PONNING swimming tomorrow! YAYEEEEEE! I thank God for this miracle and for Him to let Rachel to rest more. Amen and lead us through tomorrow please. Notice I'm not putting this post in the center cause Rachel-pok and Leena were commenting on how difficult it was to read my blog during lunch. So there. Specially for the two of you. (: Oh. I totally flunk my chinese by like 1 and a half mark. I'm such a pathetic shit and here I am still blogging. I was actually studying until my sister came back from bball [well, the bball teach saw her playing bball during PE and ask her to join] and bugged me to talk to her which I of course refuse. Then she exclaim that she was going to use the comp so I better use it now and so here I am. :D Going back to study later on. Managed to clear until chap 16/17 of Geography! :D I'm quite glad I just need to go through it another 2/3 times so I can remember them all :D hey team! So what if tomorrow's match is suppose to be tough? We'll face them together! Let's just not think of anything and do our best during the match. Winning or losing, as long as we try our best, we should be happy alright! I love you all! :D Oh yea. Lunch was totally fun with Rachel-pok, Leena and Joline. I'll post pok's retarteded picture here one day. She was like growling but it didn't seem like sooooo, HAHA. :D I don't know what it is. Alright to redsports and back to books. JIAYOU! :DDD Hey love! Come running into our hands tomorrow so that we can score alright? (: xoxo, the divine Sunday, July 13, 2008
at 7:43 PMOhkay I cheated. I didn't study like a lot. I slept from 2-5! I sort of did maths from like 6-7 plus. Haha. Damn! I NEED TO REALLY STUDY! SHITSHITSHIT. Geog test is like coming and I haven even started. FREAK LAR. My A AVERAGE IS GOING DOWNNNNNN. This cannot go on. Tomorrow I'm bringing all my geog books home and study. I will finish alll the work melissa gave me. JIAYOU SHERLIN! Sec 2 is important! MUST GET INTO A STREAM YOU WANT. God bless me please! I pray that I'll do well in studies and bball. :D
xoxo, the divine at 12:19 PMSo, tomorrow's the big and important day? Nah, I'd just play it like usual. Only here for 2 hours and I'll be back to study at 2. Competitions are taking my focus off studying. Which means I'm so dead if I want to keep my A average up. Shucks. I got to study like super hard this few days so I won't fail anything or get a C. At least a B3! Better still, let me get an A! :DD God, I pray that you will lead us through tomorrow. Winning will be best but if we don't, I pray that it won't be an easy battle for them too. God I pray that you will guide us through and everyone will be safe and sound, and no one will be hurt tomorrow. No falls no injures. (: AMEN!
xoxo, the divine Saturday, July 12, 2008
at 11:28 PMStill bored! :D [A] - AVAILABLE: Yea. WHO WANT?! :DDDD Terrance! [B] - BIRTHDAY: 26 Feb [C] - CONFUSED ABOUT: Myself? [D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Sugar cane. Sore throat. D: [E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Teammates and friend [F] - FAVORITE MUSIC GROUP/BAND: Loads! [G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Worms. Bears are too small to chew. [H] - HOMETOWN: Singapore [I] - INSTRUMENT: Drums [J] - JUICE: Fruit punch! [K] - KILLED SOMEONE: Duh no. If I did, I wouldn't be sitting here [L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE: To Malaysia? [M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Strawberry [N] - NUMBER OF PETS: none. use to have a dog though [O] - ONE WISH: For you to love me! :D EGOOOO [P] - PERFECT WEATHER: Windy. [Q] - QUIET OR LOUD: Up to you to decide [R] - REASONS TO SMILE: Cause I'm happy. [S] - SINGLE: Uh DUH. Except for Terrance. ((: [T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP: A freaking 7 on a Saturday [U] - OUTFIT OF THE DAY: Bball clothes [V] - VIOLENT: Nah. (: I'm nice [W] - WINTER OR SUMMER: BOTH! WINTER is my LOVE and WINTER loves SUMMER right? (: [X] xXx WITH: xxx? wth. [Y] - YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL: Dog. Well, humans. [Z] - ZODIAC SIGN: Pisces
xoxo, the divine at 11:10 PMI'm bored so I shall do a quiz :D 1.What color is your phone? Black and a little sliver. 2.Who is the first person who comes up under the letter M? MacDonald fast food. 3.Who was the last person you called? Oddy? 4.Who was your last missed call from? Daddy 5.Who was the 2nd person who miss called? Jolineeee 6.Who's speed dial 2? I only have for 1. 7.Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J? Jaye Jaye! :D 8.Who was your last received call? Clement. 9.Who's speed dial number 4? Only got until 1 lar. 10.What is your wallpaper? Erm bball falling into the net. 11.What is your screen saver? Mortal and Angel leg plus similar shoes! 12.How many text messages you received? A lot I guess. 13.What's the 5th message say in your inbox? NaRhh 14.And from whom? ANNE :D 15.Who was your last text message from? Terrance boifren! LOVE. 16.Name every person you have text messages from: Terrance, Ivan, Anne, Clement, Matty. loads more 17.Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris facts? HUH? 18.Who's the 3rd person on your mind? Oh please. Why would there be a third person. Only first right? 19.What does the 3rd message in your sent items say? Boifren! you know the chap for science maths and geog? Can send me the topics going to be tested? Thank you! *love shape* 20.Who is the first name in your Phonebook? Afi 21.Who is the last name in your Phonebook? 4D wed 22.Where was your wallpaper taken? Erm Internet? 23.Last 4 digits of your number? 4743 24.Starhub/M1/Singtel? SINGTEL! Oh! With this phone quiz I actually remember. I BOOM my phone bill. 55 bucks. haha. 25 more the my budget. So dead.
xoxo, the divine at 9:56 PMtraining today was alright lar. But so many people fell! So jiaolian was kinda scared and like let us off early. Everyone must take care of yourself kay! :D Monday match is important by we can't be to stress over it too! (: Oh and mortal, you seem soooo tired! Rest well kay. Angel loves you loadddddds. :D So, went with Joline and Leena to eat a little before lessons. Then went to play bball before lessons with Anne, Leonard, Ivan and Jason. As usual, the jokes were super funny. Ivan kept scoring [He's really good.] but he missed one and Leonard was like, I translate to english. haha. lazy to type chinese words. 'eh Ivan. Just cause your defender very lousy, also cannot anyhow shoot right!' Haha. And anne was the defender. It was damn funny. She went over to step Leonard's toes and he was like groaning in pain. I love laughing at their jokes. Super funny. When for lessons and got my results. Surprisingly, I got a freaking 5 points for my exam! WOAHHHHHHH. But I minus another 3 cause I had like 3 Ds. XDDDDDDD So I pass with 2 points. But I managed to get 5 points and I'm quite happy! my song and arrangement was like Bs! That is super good comparing to last year where I got soooo many Cs. Haha. :DDDDDD Sherlin is happy but tired! Haha. I slept at like 1 and woke up at 7 this morning. :DDDDDDD Anyway, jiayou teammmmmmmm!
xoxo, the divine Friday, July 11, 2008
at 10:15 PMI thought we were all over it.
xoxo, the divine Thursday, July 10, 2008
at 9:20 PMSchool today was kinda crappy. I feel so stupid and insecure! I didn't really study! Damn it. Anyway, stay back and had lunch while waiting for Rachel-pok and mortal. Joline and me then followed them while they ate. Later on, Joline me and rachel-pok went to Bugis and shop. We alighted at Lavander and it reminded me of stuff. D: Joline and rachel was still talking about him. I ALSO WANT TO SEE HIM UP CLOSE LAR. DDDDD: Boifren, don't get jealous I still love you the most! I promise. Anyway, I laughed like craaaazy. Rachel was so super funny. Ate sushi! Freaking spicy lar. On the way home saw Ahthan and Irene. They say the way I ate was scary cause I was taking super big bites. LOL. I'm hungry! Can't be help right! :DDD Today was fun and I hope we can go out on Saturday again!!! I totally love this song lyrics! If the heart is always searching, Can you ever find a home? I've been looking for that someone, I'll never make it on my own. Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. How long will I be waiting, To be with you again Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. More and more, I start to realize, I can reach my tomorrow, I can hold my head high, And it's all because you're by my side. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When I hold you in my armsI know that it's forever I just gotta let you knowI never wanna let you go Cause when you look me in the eyes. And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true It's so true.
xoxo, the divine Tuesday, July 08, 2008
at 8:44 PMSo, school today was alright. I paid attention and swimming was fun cause I skip it. had fun talking to Rachel-pok, Joan and Samantha. I think Samantha is damn cute! Haha. Anyway went back to class and ate. (: Couldn't eat lunch with boifren! DDDDD: So sorry! I had training! Next time must go eat with you alright! Training today was as usual I guess just a little more running. Well, Sort of expected it cause of Zhonghwa match. They are not easy to play with. I felt real stupid during defence today. I was moving back so I can see the ball and the man. Then I was like eh. Jiamin stand so far! I move somemore I out of court already! How arh! Then everyone was looking at me and I was super blur! Then wanjun was like 180 degree lar! then I'm like huh? And I think I turned one big circle. Felt so stupid lar. LOL. :DDDD I want to go Church on saturday with mummy and bern! I pray that if there's training it ends at 10! If not I can't make it! DDDDD: So excited! (:
xoxo, the divine Monday, July 07, 2008
at 9:30 PMI love my boifren, TERRANCE CHO JIN KAI. :DDD Haha. THE BIGGEST LOVEEEEEE! (: The name sounds familar? Hahas. TERRANCE CHO IS THE BIG LOVE OF MINEEEEEE! Haha. Gonna see you tomorrow! EXCITEDDDDDDD! (:
xoxo, the divine Sunday, July 06, 2008
at 9:56 PM AHHHHHHHH. Why am I thinking Rachel looks adorable?! Not in a les kinda way ohkay. But of all PEOPLE! I THINK RACHEL IS ADORABLE?!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO. People like Mortal are adorable not RACHEL!!!! But why do I think she actually looks adorable! HAHHA. OMGGGGG.  after training before pastamaina! SEESEESEE! This picture! Rachel looks sooooooo ADORABLE!I can't believe I just said that. xoxo, the divine at 9:37 PMI seriously think that I always look so TOOT in school! Haha. I think everyone was laughin at me before thurs match cause I clipped all my fringe up! :DDDD I'M SO GUAI! Haha. Man, I seriously hope my hair grows faster and like I can tie my fringe properly. Haha.  Look at Rachel's smile! ahhaI look so toot cause I decided to be a good kid and tried to pin up all my fringe! Plus someone[I think its Liyin] was pulling me hence that screwed face. haha  YAYE! C div 08'! Before competition with queensway. Labels: Team. (: xoxo, the divine at 7:49 PMGah :/ 2nd round first match with zhonghua 14 july monday at CCAB at 3.30. it's so far away but I'm so scared now! ZOMGGGGGG. ZHONGHUA LER. Ohkay. Clam down. I must trust that God will lead the way for us! He will lit the path and the way! Amen. Anyway, must jiayoujiayou! :DDDDD *Brainwashing* Sherlin's not scared oh she's not scared! :DDD
xoxo, the divine at 3:17 PMI just went to look at this old blog of mine made with you. I suddenly remember how it felt to be with you. You were so funny and I never once felt sad with you around. I really miss those days. (: It was so fun. The memories will always be there. Admiring you from a far until they day we became friends and more. It's kinda different now but I guess we still talk and all. Those days were one of the best times in my primary school life... :DD
xoxo, the divine Saturday, July 05, 2008
at 8:28 PM if school was without you guys, it wouldn't be that fun. (: My funny friend and our faith in God. (: Hilarious and still rocking. If we didn't sit together, we'll never have such fun. If you girls' won't in my life, it would be a total difference. (:xoxo, the divine at 6:04 PM The best thing that happen to me (:xoxo, the divine at 11:21 AMSo, yesterday was be yourself day. It was kinda fun I guess. Suppose to go out with the team at first but I promised baby before that. So sorry. Went to waffle town and I ATE ALOT. I tell you I sure gain weight! DDDDD: Must run. Heard from Joline the draws of our next round. If it's really true, I thank God for leading us through this so far and I pray that He will lead us through the whole journey. (: Amen. Went baby house's after waffle town and it was kinda fun eating sushi and watching teevee plus playing with prada. Baby says he's a cat. haha. :D He's really kinda cute. Went home on 54 later and read this book I borrowed form baby. It's so sad. I cried last night while reading. The poor boy. He's mum torture him for unknown reasons and yet, he still love her so much! It's a real life story too. Sometimes, life can be a cruel. I thank God for everything that I have now.
xoxo, the divine Thursday, July 03, 2008
at 8:23 PMYAYE! Today's match was the best one I performed in. (: My shots were so lucky! I just shoot and it pops in. haha. :DD I finally broke my own record! Higher then 10 points and no/1 foul. (: Quite please. I thank God for leading us through this match. Now I pray that God will lead us through the lots and any match that awaits us. I pray that we will get a good lot and I believe God will lead us through no matter how tough it is going to get. (: Amen! Pokpok was the most zai lar. Like 5 and a 1/2 balls more then me! :DDDD So now I can finally say this. 'I love Rachel-pok cause she's the best bballer ever!' which means the note in my diary is FINALLY correct. (: hey team. I so proud of every single one of you! We made it through the first round. So now, let's prepare and gear up ourselves for the next. Together Everyone Achieves Miracles! TEAM! (: Let's jiayou and no matter what happen we're still a FAB team and nothing can make or break us that easily. I LOVE YOU GUYS! :D
xoxo, the divine Wednesday, July 02, 2008
at 9:13 PMohkayyyy I'm back with more updates about today. School was alright but I REALLY WANT TO CHANGE MY PLACE! Cause I can't concentrate in class. It's kinda like divya loud and all and like I really can't focus at the back. It's so irritating cause I can't focus. Gah :/ Anyway had leadership today and it was kinda hmm fun I guess. Piggybacked baby and tessa ((: Left halfway for training. Competition tomorrow! JIAYOU TEAM! (: Run like how you run after the bus Rachel! haha. Went to pasta mania with Leena Mortal and Selina later on. Selina treated me like half. haha. (: The 3 of us were laughing and teasing her bf lor. She has a voice SPECIALLY for that guy I tell you. Met oddy and then went home first but met again on the bus. So came home and ate again. Shit lar. At this rate I'm going to be super fat and I can't run anymore. D: Anyway, I pray that God lead us through tomorrow and the drawings of lots. :D Picture of me and mortal's shoe! SAME SHOE! But my line is PINK and her's is GREY. Because like edward, you're an addication.
 xoxo, the divine at 6:39 PMI'm super happy now! :DDDDD Ivan's school won that 'coach' school! WOOHOO. Though Ivan didn't play cause he got injured or something. That 'coach' made someone mark him I think and he fell quite badly. Anyway that is one happy thing and another one is, I PASS MY MUSIC EXAM! OMGGGGGGGGGG! :DD SUPER HAPPY LAR. I PASSEDDDDDDDD! WHEEHEEEEEE! :DDDDDD Thank God for leading me through and blessing me! Amen. (: More updates later. I want to batheeee. haha. I know I'm smelly lar.
xoxo, the divine Tuesday, July 01, 2008
at 9:07 PM500th post. Today suck. Swimming spoilt everything lar. DUMBDUMBDUMB. I'm aching like crazy everywhere now. My shoulders hurt from carrying that effing heavy bag. ROAR. Had training after that. I couldn't even run properly. Stupid swimming so tired. Why the hell are they making us swim. I can't even concentrate properly in class during maths. I keep wanting to sleep. Stupid swimming. Speed swimming sucks. 3 minutes 2 laps. Like wth lar. Anyway today training was damn funny. Rachel was spraying Melinda with her water bottle and playing then Jiaolian came over and was like. 'wan shen me wan!' Then he took Rachel's bottle and sprayed her. So hilarious. Like jiaolian was playing and Rachel was like trying to run away or something. Super funny. (: I realise since Rachel came, I have something funny about her to post like quite often. :DDDDD Haha. (: She thinks she brighten up jiaolian life. haha. (:
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