Sherlinfication

confessions. at 12:00 AM

~~I'm surprised at your actions cause I thought it was a joke.~~

~~I'm sorry but I just don't feel the same way~~

~~after the last time. Like, who left first though nothing happen. You came and go.~~

~~I don't even know why you actually said that.~~

I'm sorry but I have no interest in you other then a friend.

Clear cut that's it.

Dajie, I'm sorry if you wanted something to happen cause it's not going to happen.

I can't possibly just forget someone even for a week seriously.

Give him a chance. Sheesh then who will give me one?

No point in it really cause it woulfn't be fair.

Confessions sucks big time and I know cause I'd confessed a million times

and I know the answer very well, it will probably be the same as it was before..

But I chose the path and I'd stick to it.

~~I'm sorry if I hurt you,~~ but you're no longer the one that makes my heart skip a beat.

No longer the guy that makes me go crazy over you.

No longer the guy I dream about at night and smile upon seeing him.

No longer anymore..

But I'm not sorry that I don't like you in that same way cause

I've moved on and I really like someone else now more then ever.

I'm not that sorry after all. Cause even bestie says you're fooling around and you are.

Cause we know you well. :D

I'm not a silly person who is so despo to get a bf or wadever. Seriously.

-.- Please choose another person.

Training today was pretty awesome? NAH.

It was like normal had friendly with NJC.

Won 55-47. I didn't do so well though. x)

Currently at uncle's house with cousins.

LOVES.

xoxo,
the divine

mundane life. at 8:33 PM

Sheesh training again.

Quite sian la.

Anyway, training tomorrow again. sheesh. friendly with NJ too.

Weird but ohkay I guess.

I can't wait for the start over @ uncle's house!

:DDDDDDD

SILENT HILLLLLL! Heh.

I'm bored ohkay bye. HAHA.

xoxo,
the divine

I wonder.. at 11:28 AM

I wonder if I mentioned this before.

But I carry BIG bags cause I feel rreaaaaaaaaally insecure with small bags.

Haha I have no idea why though. Weird huh.

Anyway, training later.

I'm feeling quite crap about it but I still have to go. sheesh.

Might as well be happy about it! :D

I'm quite please with myself!

I spend the entire night last night packing my study table!

I wanted a fresh start to 2009 and now my tabe looks MUCH better.

:DDDD

Guess what I did after that, I TOOK OUT MY CHEM AND STUDY!

WOAHHHHHHHHHH. I surprise myself at times.

I actually sat there at about 11.34 and studied.

:DDDDDDDD

But I guess that's good cause I kinda know the properties etc.

Maybe it won't be that tough in class later on if I can still remember. HAH!

Ohkay, I got to go prepare for training soon. BYEE!

xoxo,
the divine

Updates just that simple. at 7:10 PM

HAHAHAHA. I see the teevee reporter wearing a school uniform. LOL.

That's not the point of the post though. This is, outing on sat :D

It was kinda like the first time all 5 of us went out together.

REALLY FUN! :DDDDD

First went to pasta mania and eat.

Reminiscing about the past. Haha. HILARIOUS SHIT!

'Eh remember that time we.....'

'EH! HAHAHA then he kana....'

:DDDDD FUNFUNFUN!

Watched YESMAN.

Hahaha I guess it was pretty funny.

Anyway remember this from yesterday like totally.

*Kendra doing her hair*

'AIYO! Why cannot do properly'

Tessa: 'Next time clip first then tie la!'

Kendra: 'Oh ya hor very smart!'

*wanting to redo her hair*

Tessa: ' I SAID THE NEXT TIME!'

Hahaha :DDD
Pictures and I think I look HORRIBLY BIG in all the picture! ):

SHEESH LA. It's seriously what I wore. ZOMG ):

Ohkay, maybe not I'm just plain fat. boohooo.

Eh cousin! I WANT TO WATCH SILENT HILL ON 31!
Who ask you guys to play the arcarde!

:DDD Horror flick yo! (:

Hello! My bf.. NOT

HAHAH! I'm looking retarded cause I was just learning DJ max.

the 4 of us since kendra face is not here... [ps I look really big la]

don't say this cousin not good. put your BIG face here.

me and Oddy as usual I look retarded -.-

Oh yeah, MATTY IS DA BOMBX! :DDDD

Hahah cause of certain stuff we talk about. YAYE MATTY!

BOMBX! :D

Leena! Here's PONYO PONYO! and yea oddy. HAHA. trying to embarass her! :D

xoxo,
the divine

Don't. Happy child of God. at 8:55 PM

Don't come saying you're smarter then me when results show otherwise.

If results don't show why go for expensive tuition?

Don't come saying my style sucks cause everyone has their own.

Yours is not perfect either.

Don't say I'm a cheapskate cause I take hand-me-down.

I'm not rich like you.

Don't come saying I'm fat when you're not skinner then me.

Don't come saying my stuff sucks when I don't say that about yours and I like my stuff.

Don't coming saying I'm like a lian.

Look at yourself before commenting, I rather be a bimbo by the way :D

Don't come show off your wealth cause I don't care. I'm happy the way stuff are.

I'm poor and cheapskate so what?! I'm happy.

Don't say bad stuff about my clique or any of my friends cause they rock my life

and cause you've NO idea what others say behind you and I stand up for you at times.

Don't think everyone has to acceded to your wants cause you're

NOT a princess and I can simply walk away.

Don't think you're pretty or anything cause reality sucks

and beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.

Don't comment about others cause remember to take a check on yourself.

Don't say I'm a nerd cause I know it pays off in the end.

Don't keep saying me me cause I've a temper that might blow.

I'm not perfect and neither is everyone but neither are you.

Sometimes I seriously get the urge to pull your hair and scream at you.

But I'll let it go cause God knows what is happening and maybe,

[HUR] you are jealous at me.

I'm writing all this cause it's been a year and I can't take it anymore.

Can you imagine if someone says the same thing about you and you know it's not true?

If you don't mind why don't I call you FAT ASS BITCH the next time I see you?

Would you like that? I'm not the only one feeling the same way so don't say its my fault.

But let it go Sherlin, prove to people like you did before that you're strong,

especially with God's guidance and help.

He'd tell you to be strong too.

Don't bear grudes cause He wouldn't like it.

Be a happy child of God! (:

I'm forgetting all this. I just hope you'll get it someday.

Happy child of God! :D

Oddy and mummy went shopping today.

Gosh they bought alot of stuff.

(: I've the same bag as Oddy now!

YAYE! We're gonna use it together. Heh (:

I've been eating loads of fruits recently. I don't know why though :D

Tag replies to those I never or won't reply on your blog.

Baby: haha you don't look retarded! :D

Huang:D : celest?! :DDD Miss you like crazy darling! <3

Lee: HAHAHA omg that thing drives me crazy! haha but I've to admit its cute!

xoxo,
the divine

I STUDIED! at 6:46 PM

HOHO.

I kinda studied 2 chapters of chem!

:DDDDD

I know what are ionic and covalent bonds.

I know what's a 'dot and cross' diagram.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

I'm quite pleased haha.

xoxo,
the divine

Pictures from baby's party :D at 3:00 PM

Only bballer there :D

HAH. I feel tall for once! =X

xoxo,
the divine

HOHOHO. merry christmas! (: at 2:46 PM

HOHO. Christmas is here!
Rejoice in the Lord! :D

Anyway, woke up pretty late today after sleeping pretty late last night.

Send messages and received TONS of messages too! (:

* Ah... Blissed!* (:

Haha.

So kept lunch after a SUPER late breakfast! :D

Actually Christmas is kinda just another day for most people.

Lazing around etc playing the DS (oddy).

:DD

But let's rejoice in the Lord and thank God for the birth of Jesus! (:

Anyway for the pass few days, Oddy has been annoying me, ( yes, once again)

with this dumb fish show.

The PONYO PONYO fish show.

I'm quite annoyed cause she thinks its really cute and stuff.

*groans in pain*

It's really quite retarded I think. Haha.

Now the stupid song is stuck in my mind and I only know how to sing the first two lines.

'PONYO PONYO.....'

Yeap thats about all. ahaha I can hum the tune out for you though.

Bleah. It's suppose to be pronounce as

'PON-YO PON-YO'

HAHAHA But can you imagine pronouncing it as this,

'PONY-O PONY-O'

HAHAHAHHAA. Hilarious shit. :DDD

Anyway, I'm going off.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D

xoxo,
the divine

All I want for christmas is ... [nothing?] at 12:53 PM

random note but I think I've pretty much gotten everything I want.

This was the actual list.

1) DS

2) Red ipod

3) Earphones

4) Know the true meaning of christmas

I've gotten everything on top already.

On top of that I still got NUM flipflops! ((((:

HAHAHA. :DDDDD

So I guess my christmas list is kinda done except for things I can't get which is stuff like.

1) Being SUPER smart without studying. [L1R5 of 10 points at sec 3 EOY.]

2) Becoming as tall as Russel/ of have 1/10 extra of his height.

3) Running faster and having a better stamina.

4) Super talented in music like read the score once and I can play everything.

5) Being SUPER rich! $_$ hahaha.

Ohkay fine, I can get those stuff I mean like at least 2-3 of them

if I do kinda work hard at it. SHEESH.

This kinda sucks. I wish I had a fairy God-mother to grant me all this wishes. :D

xoxo,
the divine

Once again, over again. at 9:46 PM

The match today was quite screwed.

I didn't sieze the time I was given to play.

Still let the person score so much. ): HAIIS.

Oh well don't say already la.

Anyway crap, I lost my bball. ):

My poor bball where are youuuuu.

The person who steals it WATCH OUT!

You'll feel guilty foreverrrrrrrr! ROARRRRRR

xoxo,
the divine

/: at 10:17 PM

If only I was born 2 years later.

I think it's so unfair. I use to practice so hard last time and no one even notice me.

): I didn't get a chance to play more and get more experience.

If i did I'll be much better now la. ):

If only I as born 2 years later I bet I'll get notice like her.

Zzz. Oh wells.

But I thank God I'm born in 1994 cause I met the clique and stuff.

I'm able to meet great people that motivates me to study. (:

I'm more like erm. Idk la :D

I guess there's pros and cons to everything and I'm just thankful for what God has gave me :D

Amen!

xoxo,
the divine

I'll find you no matter where you are. at 9:50 PM

GAHHH.

Today's was quite screwed for me.

I lost my temper on the court.

At least I didn't punch that girl. Haha. I mean I would if it was in 2004-6.

:DDDDD

I mean she fell on her own and she stared at me with her *OHSOBIGGGG* eyes

Her teammate was also quite extra. I mean it's not even her prob she come and help her.

Oh well, at least there's TEAM SPIRIT. (: Yaye youuu.

But yeah I swear after stopping for so long.

Guess I must have really been damn pissed off.

I'm sorry for swearing. ):

Went to baby's house after that for her party.

:DDDDDDDDD

It was quite alright except for the games we played.

Drank and ate so many weird combi for food like chilli+BBQ sauce etc.

EWWWWWWWW.

But veggies save the daaaaaaay! :D

Heh. I think ryan looks like my God-daddy! =X

HAHA like really. (:

xoxo,
the divine

SHOPPING! (: at 8:02 PM

Had church today and it was combine service.

I pretty much like the feeling of it cause it was so crowded and lively.

There were infant baptisim today! :DDD

THE BABYS WERE SOOOOO CUTEEEEEE! (:

Hmmm, I won't mind combine service at all. {:

Anyway after that I rushed off for shopping at vivo with cousins and auntie Linda and mummy.

I was so lost when I went to search for them! :D

But thank God I found them at forever 21!

Saw my angel/devil ipod cover but it was for the 1st generation not my 4th generation.

So we shopped and walk around but couldn't find anything we want.
Then mummy went off while we went for lunch at pasta mania. (:

Then we decided to went back and walk around again.

Bought a tank top and a top while the rest bought other stuff.

Then we headed to wheelock at orchard.

Bought my earphones! (: BLACK AND SUPER NICEEEE.

Then auntie Linda bought as each a NUM flipflop

cept for Oddy since she got a new pair recently.

It was going at get 3 and have 1 free so yeap. [:

I chose the same pattern as Kendra but her's black and mine is the white one!

Haha. Let's all wear it together to uncle's house yeap~

Anyway wanted to catch a movie together like all 5 of us.

But we couldn't get a timing for YESMAN which we all wanted to see.

): Oh well another time yea! Let the 5 of us watch bedtimes story together! (:

Haha headed home with Oddy later on.

But we decided to go velocity to catch a movie.

Turns out there wasn't a movie theather there at all. HAHA.

Ended up eating there and walking around before we went home.

Reached home and I was so tired then I slept. :DD

Haha hence conclude my day so far! (:

Match at CCAB tomorrow then baby's house. haha.

You look good today.

xoxo,
the divine

God's will? at 10:54 PM

Oddy and me had this real long talk bout religion.

She says I've been using stuff wrongly and maybe I am.

Not everything is God's will.

I asked around (ohkay so far matty only) and thought about it.

If everything was God's will then yeah we'll be people without identity.

But if it isn't all God's will then what am I actually believing in?

I'm quite puzzled about it and yes, I still believe in God.

'Sometimes you believe in things you don't see, just like justice and in certain point,

because you believe, it comes true.'

That's true.
'And sometimes there may be obstacles, but God wants you to go to HIM and HIM alone.'
'For all things will work out good in the end because He knows and He sees our future'

All this is true too.

I'm still quite confuse and I'm questioning to clear my doubts and have a stronger faith.

Sheesh. I need someone to really tell me things.

Like somehow things all seem like a paradox and that there's a loop hole in everything.

In both sides there are holes.

I'm like super confuse now but I still believe very much in God.

The convo between me and matty seems going well though. :D

xoxo,
the divine

i miss so many people, so many things. at 7:24 PM

I suddenly miss so many people and things.

I miss the old days before the playground was built.

I miss going to Christopher's house and seeing him bball and laughing at him.

I miss letting him pull me along.

I miss childhood days.

I miss besties.

I miss pri sch bballers both the guys and girls.

I miss pri sch cliques.

I miss 6H 06' and Mdm Sng.

I miss giggling over the gay shit things the guys have done.

I miss doing dumb prefect duties at the PA system with kaichun/clement/celest/cat etc.

I miss pulling the school flag and saying the pledge.

I miss laughing over the screwed up duties we've done.

I miss Gui jiaolian.

I miss the old me who swears like crazy on the court with besties during a match. Hah

I miss pri sch life.

I miss the old cedar with 1M near the toilet.

I miss going to the toilet after EVERY lesson just for fun.

I miss sitting near the window and *gasps* spying for seniors.

I miss spotting for teachers and rushing back to our seats with the clique.

I miss running up the stairs cause we were late for music class due to talking.

I miss copying whatever Mrs Lowe said during class.

I miss sec 1 life.

I miss the cdiv 08' people.

I miss the entire use to be sec 2 bballers.

I miss the outings we have together.

I miss the clique.

I miss prank calling people after exams with the clique.

Felicia and her 'use the knife with sexy print' (WTH!?)

I miss the sing-along sessions where we had back up and lead singers.

I miss laughing at certain people during certain lessons that involve certain colours and feeling

[HOT, PINK.]

I miss listening to Farhain's gossip during boring geography lesson.

I miss the funny one liner divya gives during lit.

['Then we call you jianming for now lor!']

I miss the 'last-mintue' group but with fabulous results.

I miss sec 2 life.

I miss you and the use to be too. ):

xoxo,
the divine

HOHO. at 7:15 PM

I'm left with one more exercise of chem!

HOHO!

I'm suppose to finish it already but OH WELL! :D

Music class today and like yeah thats all.

I'm like super bored.

Leena: refer to WJ blog! If I post it, serene really going to

'foul me until I cannot throw foul ball!'

HAHA :D

xoxo,
the divine

I foul you until you cannot throw foul ball arh! at 8:34 PM

Haha. My title is so random.

It is in the honour of SERENE YAP.

HAHAH.

She told me that yesterday. (:

Training today was crappy again.

I'm like so sian cause I've nothing to really talk about la.

Zzzz.

DONE with POSTING.

OH JOY!

Tomorrow oddy's cooking jap curry! :DDDDD

xoxo,
the divine

HOTNESS! (: at 9:40 PM

Had friendly today.

I think I played quite badly though.

Training tomorrow not matchhhhhh! ):

Oh wells.

Went to SBC to watch match later on with pokpok.

HOHO.

Pokpok remember our HOTNESS and BANGS!

HAHAH.

Sherwin is like SUPER awesome man!

:DDDDDDD

Pokpok go be like him and you'll be super zai!

Too bad he fouled out in the end..

I want to be like HOTNESS! :DDDDDD

HAHHAA. So zai and heh. HOT! (:

OOOOOOOO.

HOTTTTTTTTT. {:

Had macs later.

Gosh, oddy is irritating

xoxo,
the divine

BABY IPOD'S POST! (: at 9:19 PM

HOHO. the package!

My address etc. :D send letter to me haha.

the ipod! :DA closer look!UNWRAPPING!!!! :DThis is what it looks like! (: REDDDDDi can see the ipod already!Peek-a-boo!LOVEEEE. (:tadahhh. I'm a proud owner of a 8G red ipod! (: I just felt like putting my fat ass pic.

Shall have another post about today. (:

xoxo,
the divine

IPOD at 11:18 AM

:D yes it came.
HOHO. more updates at night or something (:

xoxo,
the divine

DUHHHHHH. -.- at 10:06 AM

Hello. I'm quite sian..

So I'll reveal stuff about my previous blogspot.

He, is NOT my boyfriend. (:

Don't you guys think we look really alike in some ways?
:DDD
Like really alike? (:
I think I showed the clique he's photo before..
I wonder if the clique can remember. [:
He's called kenton by the way and I SUPER love him.
(:
I hope we can last like super long kay!
Cause you make it so easy to love you! [:
It's like I've known you forever! (((:
LOVEEEEEEE.

Observe the bold part.

1) We are COUSINS. Therefore we should look alike.

I mean when I was sec 1 we look even more alike la. If i can scan the picture I'll put one day.

2) KENTON.

If you guys look at my links you'll observe that I've link someone called KENDRA.

Which is he's elder sister. HAHA. By viewing her blog you can probably see my name I think.

*Eh cousin promoting your blog for you.*

3) We WILL last super long la.

I mean COUSINS. Even if I hate him (which I don't) I still have to have this relationship

with him like forever, cause he WILL be my cousin forever.

And for the note, I do love him cause we experience similar suitation whereby the younger kid

gets bullied. Right kenton? Younger child united la dey! :D

4) it's easy to love him like duh.

He's my cousin and like yeap younger child! :D

5) It's like I've known you forever.

Duh, I've known him forever. I think we had this picture whereby he piggyback me.

Siao, I so fat and he's so SKINNY. But still. (:

To clique people like matty and viv who realise it,

HOHO. YAYE YOU.

To the rest who are still in daze or whatever.

I don't have a boifriend cause I don't see the need to have one!

:DDDDDDDD

I'm prefectly fine with myself now.

And yes to those who ask me about someone else, I'm still crushing over that guy.

But I've got to admit not as crazy as I was before. [:

Yeap, but I still do like him.

Btw, baby you were the one who commented that he was not very good-looking

when I show you his sec 1 picture. HAHAA.

:DDDDDD

Oh well, but he did change alot la. so yeaps. (:

Peiwen, yes I'm a
strong, independant woman who doesn't need a guy to go on with my life.

You were right about that. Not bad arh.

Like best friends for 11 years :D

xoxo,
the divine

JOLINE LOVES ME/ IPOD. at 11:00 PM

I think my red Ipod came today cause there's this delivery thingy.

But oddy was too engross in her anime to realise someone was here.

ZZZZ.

Therefore I was contemplating to pon training and wait for my ipod.

I told joline about that and she was like HUH. you wont pon right.

Man, I know she loves me.

SEE THIS CONVO PART.

Joline Lim says:
OKAY FINE
Joline Lim says:
SHERLIN, JUST GO TOMORROW OKAY?
Joline Lim says:
PLEASE I WANT YOU TO GO

POKPOK see this already? Your MOQI loves me man.

SCOOT OVER LA!

:DDDDDDDD

HAHAHA. Sian tomorrow got match.

I don't think I'll get to play much anyway.

Oh wells.

For Joline Lim Jia Jing, I'm going training la!

SEEEEEEE this joline?

Anyway after friday cannot see you liaoxzxz.

So, aiya see you more now lor.

Incase you miss me when you're at taiwan. HOHO :D

xoxo,
the divine

My new boyfriend (: at 7:49 PM

HOHO. (:

As most people know already, I have a new boyfriend (:

A lot of people says he looks like LEENA LEE.

It's the glasses people.

But anyway, yeap I'm really happy.

Don't you guys think we look really alike in some ways?

:DDD

Like really alike? (:

I think I showed the clique he's photo before..

I wonder if the clique can remember. [:

He's called kenton by the way and I SUPER love him.

I hope we can last like super long kay!

Cause you make it so easy to love you! [:

It's like I've known you forever! (((:

LOVEEEEEEE.

xoxo,
the divine

God's grace to me. at 2:13 PM

Church today was quite fun.

I managed to talk more to eveline and lauren.

Hah.

Training at CCAB tomorrow.

Ohkay la actually its more of like match with naval base sec.

I'm quite looking forward to it and like hopefully I get to play?

Anywaaaaaaay, going bowling again.

I've been bowling alot recently. :D

Quite fun. Heh.

I've nothing to really say now le.

Picture edited! (:

Me joline and pok.

xoxo,
the divine

[3C 09'] God's will. at 10:35 AM

3C 09'

FREAK la.

I'm really so disappointed when I saw the class list.

NOT a single clique member.

NOT a single bballer. [4 years straight being the only bballer.]

I cried like 3 times during and after training.

Yeah hell, I'm a bimbo who can't survive without her friends.

It's like damn crap.

So far from what I glance through only aryana is in 3C too.

I'm not very close to her either.

I see my primary school classmates in that class too. 2 of them.

Guess what, they are like freaking hardworking.

People in 3C are either hardworking or smart I bet.

It really freaks me out cause I'm studied like crazy this year and hell I'm going

to have to start studying all over again.

I bet people in that class knows the answers to question when teacher ask them.

Either that or they are closet muggers according to oddy.

Either way, I've to study freaking hard and that really freaks me out.

I'm so tired of studying so hard just to fit in.

I'm like one of the stupid people in the clique and I'm studying like so hard already.

Now, in this super hardworking class I'm going to die.

I shouldn't have change my stream. Damn it.

I'm going to stab myself to death with my textbooks soon,

either that or I'll get bash to death by basketballs.

My life is freaking screwed.

I feel bloody inferior in bball cause like everyone can run and jump while I can't.

Still, I'm sorry for cursing and doubting You God.

I'm really sorry. ):

I'm just so upset with everything that I suddenly lost that light.

Forget it Sherlin, you should know that God has His plans.

Maybe like what you always prayed at night to do well in studies,

God has answer them. He made you go to a class where you'll be pushed to the max.

Where you'll get your 6 points someday soon in sec 4.

Maybe God just wants you to have more friends like what Hadrian Gor said.

Trust God to give you guidance and that whatever He does

has a ultimate end that He wants you to have if you continue to believe in Him.

Be thankful and not ungrateful.

I'm sorry God, I really am. ):

I feel much better already, I guess.

Thanks baby for updating for me yesterday. (:

xoxo,
the divine

at 12:52 PM

Hi, Im as what Sherlin calls me, 'Baby. hahah!

well apparently S forgot to sign out of her blogger

but anyways i decided to leave her a post:D

sweet of me? (: just kidding-.-

we went to watch N's polo match this morn yo! :D

it was awesome, both match & those hot hunky fab aussie guys ♥

aussie guys vs s'porean guys

aussie girls vs s'porean guys

we only managed to catch like about 2 or 3(was it?) rounds.

but we went super late cause someone came late-.-

ohwells, read this;

Babysweets! Lets go watch N play polo again next time okay! (:

ohh! and taste N's cooking too:x

anyway, hope you dont mind his 'joke', was just kidding okay:D

you look awesome and gliz just the way you are!

not much for a need for that silly carb diet hun!

you should have pon ):

i hope there's a clique outing very much soon too!! ♥

love you S,

rest after tedious training kay.

xoxo,
the divine

at 11:53 AM

I'm dreading training now cause I'm kinda enjoying myself alot not ))))):

I'm at baby's house and she has LOADS of pets.

:DDDD

Prada, kiyo and like 2 hamster.

): Training soon. shucks I'll update and edit again at night.

oooo.

RED IPOD NANOOOO! <3

xoxo,
the divine

EYECANDY! :D / HAPPY! at 9:01 PM

:DDDDDD I'm super happy now.

refer to JOLINE LIM JIA JING's tag

Joline: hey, you're wrong! i guessed you didn't hear jl saying "eh na ge yao2 de ren hai bu cuo tiao de man gao de hai neng qiang dao qiu" haha i'm lazy to add the pingyins go figure yourself. HAHA.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHOOOOOOOOO.

:DDDDDDDDDDD.

I'm quite motivated to train really hard now and yes,

I'm smiling like CRAAAAAZY! :DDDDDDD

Joline thank you for telling me that! :DDD

EYECANDY!

Don't be too sad la.

:DDDDDD

Anyway, glad that you're promoted kay.

You must study hard yea! (:

I promise to go and watch ALL your matches if I can.

Haha. Remember what I said?

'I should do a poster and start cheering'

HAHAHA. :DDD

Ohkay, maybe I won't I'll just write a letter or something.

CHEER UP YO! :DD

Oh and work hard! I believe you can make it into the combine school team! (:

LOVEEEEEEEEEE! :DDDDD

xoxo,
the divine

Loads of stuff. (: at 8:13 PM

Had training and went bballing again.

-.-

yeah I'm tired but I promised so yea.

Had fun in the end with eyecandy and dajie ♥

Went to under dajie's void deck to sit and chat for a while.

Then she had to go up.

So me and eye candy continue talking about an hour plus

at the void deck before we decided to go see dajie!

:DDDDD

We kinda surprise her and poor eye candy was stuck outside

the house cause dajie can't let him in.
Dajie gave us some food and yeah. (:

Took a super candid photo of the both of them.

Hah. Post it up later.

It's weird, isn't it? You pine and pine for his phone calls, but when finally the phone rings, you sound disappointed to him at the other end of the line. Surprisingly, you feel disappointed. Is it because of the whole wait? Maybe you realise that you don't feel as happy as you should be. Does that explain your disappointment? The whole "Darn, i should be feeling happy. Gosh. I feel guilty." thought keeps running through your mind.

He gives you the comfort you can't get from any of us, he talks to you into the wee hours of the night ( because i'm too addicted to the internet, am too tired from basketball practices,just fall asleep before you reach the bed,am too selfish to hear you out, etc...) Any maybe, just maybe, you link that comfort to ... Christianity.
Well, that's what i hope la. But nah. The whole bible and going to church every Sunday even after you " don't like him" proved me wrong.

//Quoted.

Maybe, it's true about what you said in the first part.

But my love for God isn't caused by that.

I'm serious oddy.

I love going to church and learning about God. So yeah.

Don't hope cause it won't happen (:

But I guess, maybe what you said about the first part was correct.

I really don't know though cause even I'm confuse by myself.

I ate quite alot of carbos today. ):

Like 2 and 1/2 bowl of porridge for lunch and dinner combined.

I'm really disappointed with myself for kinda breaking my 'low carbo diet'

): BOOOOOOOO.

I can't even control. BOOOOO. Sherlin you suck la. ):

I can only take in comfort that I didn't eat fried food.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm really meant to play bball.

Like I don't run fast, I'm neither tall nor jump crazily high. ):

Jiaolian says that I run slower then I go shopping lerrrrrr.

I'm really slow and my shots are not that good either.

BOOOOOO.
Maybe I'm not even suitable to bball.

With my knee which still hurts. This sucks.

Chewy-: Haha I replied on your tag board already! :DDD

Pokpok: Hahah ya la I suck. You watch out for tomorrow's training.

Heh. Your neck's going to hurt man.

Lobbie: I LOVE MY OWNER AND POK SUCKS! :DDDD

Haha. My owner's the best laaaa. (:

.....

Finally done. (:

Oooo. Waching water polo match with baby tomorrow before training.

You owe me one baby! :D

xoxo,
the divine

T-E-A-M TEAM! :D at 4:14 PM

I think we did pretty well today!

:DDDDD

Like I could TOTALLY sense the team spirit.

WELL DONEEEEE! :DDDD

I'm so tired after going far east to shop.

I badly want hair extension ):

But my hair stinks after the match so I decided against it.

Anyway, school's starting soon too.

I'm probably getting the RED ipod!

:DDDDDDD

It's like totally nice la.

I'm probably engraving too.

Thought of engraving my name but I realise if I want to sell it, it's difficult next time.

So, I'm deciding on this probably.

Carpe Diem

Walking my life with God.

:DDDDDD

But Joline help me thought of possible nicer lines for the second line.

'With God all things are possible'

'Love is patient, Love is kind.'

Give suggestions on my tag board?

:DDDDDDD

xoxo,
the divine

THANK GOD! (: at 7:00 PM

If there was one thing I can't live without it will be God.

If there was one thing I'll never regret doing, it was converting.

If there was one person I really trust, it will be God.

I truly realise so many things recently.

Some stuff are really not important at this point of time.

Like what Sunday school teacher Rachel said, I should set my priorities right.

Somehow I feel different.

No longer that attached anymore. Maybe I've learned a lot.

I guess I've grown up in many ways.

Maybe it isn't what God really wanted to give me.

It was just all part of His plan maybe. (:

But no matter what it's inevitable that you played a huge part in my life!

I thank you for that! :D

OOOOO.

When bowling today.

My grandma and daddy can really bowl well.

-.-

I'm the loser there.
But my first strike and spare today!

:DDDDDDDDDDD

Went to IMM and bought some stuff too!
(:

LOOOOOOOOOOOK!

a box to put my earrings! (:

PINK! :Da simple plain box?

TA-DAHHHH! Stuff from church! :D

xoxo,
the divine

TAGGED BY WANJUN! :D at 6:40 PM

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):I don’t really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realised it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I’m sure you’re (6) enough to understand (7). I’m returning (8) to you, but I’ll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),-Your name-

Dear Wanjun:
I don't really know how to tell you this, but your nostrils are insulting. I think I realised it last year in your camping car and I saw you sit on my fart balloon. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that extreme home makeover sucks. I'm returning your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about a new life as a clone.
Go burn- SHERLIN.

1. What’s the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What’s the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My fatherGrey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - HighHouse - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ringYellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Screw off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Ppl who want to do go ahead!

xoxo,
the divine

QUIZZZZz at 10:21 PM

#1.(Finish the sentence!)

1. My ex...

doesn't exist! :D

2. Maybe I should...

be a channel of love!

3. I love...

God, family, clique, friends, teammates etc.

4. People would say that i'm...

funny which I don't think so.

5. I don't understand...

the true meaning of christmas

6. When i wake up in the morning...

I feel drowsy.

7. I lost...

myself recently.

8. Life is full of...

LOVE! (:

9. My past is...

precious at times

10. I get annoyed when...

people don't treat me well.

11. Parties are...

not really what I like.

12. I wish...

to be a channel of love and to get an IPOD!

13. Dogs...

are LOVELY!

14. Cats...

scratchy.

15. Tomorrow...

I'm going bowling

16. I have low tolerance...

for people who are stuckup.

17. If I had a million dollars...

I'll save half, give 1/4 to my mummy and daddy and give 10% to church.

18. I'm totally terrified...

of God.

(#2. - Type in the first thing that comes into your mind when you see these wordsOkay :)

2 – Relationships.Love

3 - Your Last Ex.None

4 – Power.Responsibility

5 – Food.SHEENA

6 – Drugs.Ice

7 - The President.dark

8 – War.Army

9 – Cars.Cars the movie

10 - Gas Prices.Petrol

11 – Halloween.Halloween town!

12 – Religion.christian

13 – Politics.Crap

14 – Myspace.blogger

16 – Marriage.Wedding gown

17 – Sex.Purity ring

18 – Fashion.retro

19 – Brunettes.barbiedolls

20 – Redheads.red

21 – Work.Paper

22 – Football.Liverpool

23 – Animals.Lion

24 - Vanilla Ice.Strawberry ice

25 - Porta Potties.HUH

26 – Pajamas.Comfy

27 – Pictures.me and you

DONE! :DDD

Grabbed from chingna sweetie.

xoxo,
the divine

channel of love. at 3:19 PM

I suddenly feel so in the christmas MOOD! :DDDDDDD

Let me make a QUICK christmas list!

1) Learn the true meaning of christmas in church.

2) Spread the gospel!

3)IPODDDD!

Haha so far yea that's really all.

use me as a channel of love.

xoxo,
the divine

HUGE KNEEEEEE. :D at 2:56 PM

I went to the doctor for my knee!

I got it wrapped up so tightly now it looks so fat compared to my normal knee! SEE!

But then again, my knee is always quite fat looking.

HOHO.

:DDDD

I'm getting a new ipod nanoooooooooo.

I think :DDDDDDD

LALALLALA!

Outing outing tomorrow!

:DDDDDDDDDDDD

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I really have nothing much to say.

Changed? I guess not.

(: That's the way I love it.

xoxo,
the divine

Knee hurts ): at 10:54 PM

My knee hurts like crazy.

Old injury came back again. This is super crap.

Daddy says he's going to bring me to see a doctor soon I guess.

Oh wells.

My face has LOADS of new pimples too.

Thanks to Oddy who decided to try her makeup on me.

GRRRR.

I loathe makeup, seriously.

Now I look so horrible ):

ROAR.

Training today was rather slack but as usual knee hurts like crazy.

I'm really quite disappointed with my performance though.

I pray that God will give me strength next training and lead me through!

:DD

Outing..

OMG there was this COCKROACH just now that crept at the trophy place

GROSSSSSS.

Made me scream and ask oddy to clear it.

EEEEWWWWWWW

Had to wash all the trophy due to pesticide sprayed on it.

I never realise Oddy and I had so many shared between us though.

Bball, running etc.

COOLIO!

Anyway, outing with dajie, chingna, ivy etc on Monday!

Can't wait! (:

xoxo,
the divine

Cause we were built to last. at 9:42 PM

HAPPY 8 month anniversary built to last partner!

:DDDDD

Cause somethings were built to last,

just like You and Me.

:DDDDDDD

Love you to the max babe!

xoxo,
the divine

Shed no more tears. I bask in true love. at 9:04 PM

Focusing makes everything different.

Today's training was rather alright I guess.

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS!

I don't really bother anymore.

My eyes were swollen from yesterday night.

I promise I'll shed tears no more over this anymore.

I'll just leave it as it is cause thinking will make me more miserable.

I've no idea how long I'll take to get over it but I'll slowly and eventually,

because the hurt is far more then you can understand.

The truth is, it hurts cause I spend most of my time with you guys and yet,

my bestie from pri who I haven seen for a long time understands more,

my clique know more and my guy friend who I ball with listens more.

But I still thank the Lord for this cause I bask in true love and know so much more.

It doesn't mean I hate anyone I just need to know myself more.

Oddy, welcome me to YOUR world. Hah.

Ivan, Joanne thank you so much.

I love you guys like crazy! Can't wait to see you guys on Saturday! (:

LOVESSSS.

Serene da jie, thank you too. [:

Clique thanks so much too. irreplaceable! :D

xoxo,
the divine

BRACES! at 10:42 AM

ChewShian formed a fan club yesterday!

hahaa and I'm in it!

:DDDDDD

Braces are AWESOMEEEEEEE on her!

Going shopping with oddy today.

I don't really have anything to buy since I got my stuff already.

I just want a ipod or something.

But the money mummy gave is not enough to buy one.

So I guess I just have to save enough or buy another time!

Sheesh that fat pig oddy is still asleep!

I need to go get my clothes and bath soon. (:

I already say before sometimes it's the actions.

I know it's a joke but sometimes jokes can hurt badly too.

Like sometimes when you guys go shopping I don't see myself included.

It kinda sucks big time.

Then again, maybe it's my family cause Oddy has been through this too.

'I'm really worried when you came back crying. It's so deja vu. Everything

is coming back. I think it's our character and the way Dad brought us up.

We try to include everyone but we fail to realise that everyone is

different. That's why, we are disappointed with what we see. '

//Quoted.

Maybe it's just us really.

I guess everyone is different and I'm not angry just disappointed at certain stuff.

xoxo,
the divine

Eh. My list look the same ler. at 6:17 PM

Ohkay, it's almost a week. I think it's time to review.

Lastweek:

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK
Chinese:
-zuowen (public showing of affections)
-Yingyongwen (no idea what it is)
- 1 Book review (up)
- 1 Book review (down)

English:
~~-Comprehension~~
-Summary
~~-1 newspaper review from Home~~
-1 newspaper review from World
Maths:
~~-VS paper~~
~~- MM paper~~
SS:
- A piece of paper which Idk what it is.
Science
~~-Chem exercise 1~~
~~-Exercise 2~~
-Exercise 3

AS OF TODAY.

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK

Chinese:

-zuowen (public showing of affections) 3/4! D:<

-Yingyongwen (no idea what it is)

~~-1 book review from (up)~~

-1 book review from (down)

English:

~~-Comprehension~~

~~-Summary~~

~~-1 newspaper review from Home~~

-1 newspaper review from World

Maths:

~~-VS paper~~

~~- MM paper~~

SS:

- ~~Worksheet~~

-LMS blog

Science:

~~-Chem exercise 1~~

~~-Exercise 2~~

-Exercise 3

Eh my list look the same. hahaha.

xoxo,
the divine

2 nice 3 crowded, I get the point. at 4:10 PM

Hell yes I get the point.

You don't want me there.

I wonder if you guys every really think about it.

Maybe you don't think its anything big but I sure do.

All along everyone has a partner and I never had it.

I feel like I try to include everyone in but in the end, I'm the one

who's slowly pushed away and finally-left out.

It takes 2 hands to clap yea sure.

Maybe on one hand I'm an attention seeking bitch.

But maybe on the other hand I'm not.

I feel really left out at times you know in case you guys didn't notice.

When you guys need something, you find me.

In the end, buy thing/go out you guys don't included me at all.

This hasn't happen once or twice I noticed.

It's alot of times.

Maybe you guys think it's a joke at times and it is maybe.

But it hurts a lot you know.

Then again, maybe I'm some overly sensitive bitch.

But I'm human and it hurts really badly.

All those time I've been thinking real hard about it.

You have no idea what I think of every night before I sleep.

I always feel left out.

I feel like some extra person whereby you only find me

when you actually NEED me or something I have.

Maybe you guys don't feel it's that way but maybe

the way you guys act, gives the wrong impression.

I feel really lonely and empty at times.

But then again, maybe it's my fault too.

Maybe I'm just an attention seeking bitch..

Training today was ohkay I guess.

I'm sorry for causing the kai qiu again and again.

Really sorry.

xoxo,
the divine

Unity cup GONE! ): at 10:07 PM

Super irresponsible.

They cancelled the unity cup like on the day it's suppose to start.

Thank God I woke up late and was rushing to the bus-stop when Yilei called.

D: <<<<<<

Damn pissed off cause I was really looking forward to it.

They are really irresponsible.

We would have been better off with the Yuying cup.

IDIOTS!

I don't think I can take it any longer.

I'm sorry.

I didn't know it was so bad.

I've got to go see a doctor soon.

xoxo,
the divine

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